Worried

Dear Lord,
For the last week my boy has been crying when I go to drop him at the minders. This is unlike him because he loves to go there at all other times.
Just a month ago when I went to drop him, he couldn't run away from me fast enough as he walked fast to the door and I remember I was a bit hurt but proclaimed that's my little boy grown up, he is cutting the chord and I accepted it.
Yes he used to be the only young un with the minder. And now there is another child there. But he still loved it up until a week/two ago and this coincided with him having a bad cold with high fever. Today he was crying forcibly as he didn't want me to go and I don't like that because he will be in distress. Anyways God the ever imaginative mind that I have is asking me why is he now crying to go there. God you are my help and my only trust and I keep my son under your special care and protection, please I cannot look after him like you can, infact you are the one that looks after him, I am just pretending to.. Please I leave him in your care and guidance. His development his welfare, his guidance and his sustainance all with Thee. Help me to soothe him, help me to understand him and him me. Help me to lay and show him the best examples. Help me with him oh Lord help me with him
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