God is Truth

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There is One God

He is the Supreme Truth

He, the Creator 

Is without fear and without hate.

He, the omnipresent,

Pervades the universe.

He is not born,

Nor does He die to be born again.

By his grace shalt thou worship Him.

Before time itself 

There was truth.

When time began to run its course

He was the truth.

Even now, He is the truth

And evermore shall truth prevail.

Not by thought alone can He be known.

Though one think a hundred thousand times;

Not in solemn silence

Nor in deep meditation

Though fasting yields

An abundance of virtue

It cannot appease the hunger for truth

No, by none of these,

Nor by a hundred thousand other devices,

Can God be reached 

How then shall the truth be known?

How the veil of false illusion torn?

The righteous path- let it be thine.

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By Him are all forms created

By Him infused with life and blessed,

By Him are some to excellence elated,

Others born lowly and depressed 

By His writ some have pleasure,

Others pain;

By his grace some are saved,

Others doomed to die.

His will encompasseth all, there be none beside Him

He who knows, hath no ego and no pride. 

voice message

So i have just realised onenof my brothers left me vouce message.. from last year i didnt listen tonit then.. not sure i want to.. life is interesting how money shows up peoples true colours... and their inner devils come out.. hmmmm..

dreams

Last couple of days dreamt about my mum..weird dream..reminiscing about how she would go london buy foodstuffs  also chiding me to take paracetamol for headache..woke up with a headache by the way

voice onto the Lord

I always wonder why we sont all lift our voice to the creator to ask that he seal with these awful bully dictators whose actions bring misery on their people.. surely the more we cry on to the lord as one congregation i hope he will hear our call.. then again no one knows the innermost thoughts and deeds of each soul so not even sure pur prayers will be heard and also i believe  things happening today are following destiny and Gods plan ultimately Godnisnim control. We are reaping what.we have sown..so.in everything Lord for me amd mine..guide us and protect us im this life amd hereafter and allow us to continuously praise and glorify thee in every instance circumstance..protect us from blasphemy and sin against thee...

Forgive me for.my sins deliberate and undelibrate..for my anger..my stubbornness my potty mouth..Forgive me.for my laziness and  forgetfulness..with each day guide me..with each day have mercy on me.. with each day guard me from these whispers of evil and blasphemy..

Help me.to progress and be successful in this life and hereafter..your blessings in and on my life i seek my creator...most exalted are thou in everything and everywhere..you are my only Lord..the  Most Gracious.

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01.03.2026

This day..my two took upon themselves to observe fasting..they lasted the day and i am proud of them..their very first proper one...may Gods guidance and mercy follow them wherever they go

Wahidul Qahhar

Al-Qahhaar (The Subduer) – His ability to dominate everything instantly. This energy is overpowering/dominating and resulting in Al-Wahidul Qahhar (the One and Only holding absolute power)......fa ta ala al Malikul Haqq..la ilaha ila huwa Al Wahudul Qahhar

passing dream

Weird mini dream of my mum leaving me a letter for me to read after her death.. i was crying in dream apologising why she never held me to her to know her understand her better. i just wanted her to be there for me..i didn't want anything off her i just wanted her to be there for me.... before i slept i watched a real how someone called a woman put of the blue.. her long lost family.. and i reminded myself i too am estranged from my dads family.. i dont know my mums family at all..  but i remember family wont get you to paradise..so family of righteousness people whether blood related or now is what i seek..

struck by being openly muslim

So i was on a work eoy special and one of the people in  leadership team recorded his message and the thing that struck me was the background photo which was a framed photo os a quranic phrase "Afahasibtum annamaa khalaqnaakum ‘abasanw wa annakum ilainaa laa turja’oon" which translate  roughly to mean "Did you imagine that We created you without any purpose, and that you will not be brought back to Us?”

I guess i was shocked first that he could flaunt his faith so openly like that.. and i think that was it...he could be himself openly and show his background faith proudly for everyone in business to see.

I also remember a training we attended where we were asked the q.. what inspires you each day.. i know i said my faith as this governs my moral code and interaction as much as possible.. i would not lie.. i felt naff saying that. Like i was a lost species and people would think me weird cos we live in a society where faith is a back burner...

Now am thinking of joining the muslim network at work but nah.. pas pour moi... because i dont subscribe to most things "mainstream muslim" hero worship and practice.  

Anyways..looking forward to 2026 insha Allah

Oh He who is....

Last couple of days my mind went towards one of the memories of my childhood listening to taped sermons  and this phrase stuck in my head... Ya huwa, ya man la huwa, illaha huwa...ya man lah illaha illahu....

I dont knownif i have mentioned this before or searched before.. but ai ai ai.. found me a meaning.. it said it translates to "oh he..oh who there is no he but Him"....

It is a powerful statement and it is one i would like to think Abraham voiced when searching for God...

So in my turn...i utter same words from the depths of my heart.. seeking the one who is.. the one who created all.  Seeking God...for his blessings and direction in my life....

On a side note.. if i could find that sermon tape... what lovely memories it will bring for me...it was a yoruba sermon 

running

There are days i want to run away from everyone and everything . I feel lost..... days where i feel i am a failure...i am an imposter...but in these times i seek refugee with my creator to ask he holds me and covers me... ...

i wanted to hear your voice

Today i wanted to hear your voice..the sad part of you gone is despite everything all i wanted was to hear you say you are ok amd hear your voice and i dont have that opportunity again...i aam still processing your departure..but i will admit that i had already sort of detached from you before you left here aand in my mind i knew/felt that would be the last time i saw you..i wish i could say all the things i wanted to say but never said but that is not the way you raised  me..you never gave me a voice/choice to express my opinion my own thoughts but its ok..that's my life and burden..it is what it is... i am still conflicted in what i perceive to be the hurt  and pain and manipulation and my obligations as a daughter so i  still processing it all..but in everything i can only thank God for my life my journey as it is and i hope i learn lessons from.your mistakes and dont make the same myself 

ask for see

There is that much friction in the family that i ask Llord to get the truth out about this woman and two men so we are all clear..amd about the theft of a life insurance policy to vindicate a boy and shame the perpetrators...a.family has been displaced cos of manipulation and greed..lord before we all pass please set this right

dream

This is the first time I dreamt of mum since her passing...she askedbif i would call to wishba happy birthday and I said why and i vented a bit at the boys behaviour.. very interesting 

Supplication..i seek refuge with the Most Gracious

Rabbi audzubika min sharri nafsi..min sharri amazati shayatini..wa audzubika rabbi anya dhuruni

abide with me lord

I have had some news and the woman i once knew is not the woman i spoke with. GOD i dont know what is in anyones mind amd i dont know anyones standing woth you but God dont let my mum be in pain and suffer..

My dedication of this hymn  that i know she likes and i hope by me writing it gives her solace.

Abide with me fast falls the eventidthe darkness deepens Lord with me abide.when other helpers fail and conforts flee. Help of the helpless o abide with me.

I need thy presence every passing hour. What but thy strength can foil the tempters power.. why like thyself my guide and stay shall be..o merciful lord please abide with me...