Better things from my lord

Allahuma faatira samawaati wal ardhi.. Aalimuul ghaybi wa shahadati..anta tahkumu bayna ibadika fiima kanuu yakhtalifuun..

Our God initiator of the heaven and earth..Knower of all secrets and declaration..you are the only one who judges among your servants regarding their disputes..

God i need a sizeable increase in my wage and i am very disillusioned with my job..i need your timely help amd assistance.. i need you God.. i need you.. come to my aid please.. if they cannot allow it.. please let me go and flourish elsewhere with those who can... i cannot.struggle and struggle and try to do the best and not see anything tangible come.out of it.. i cannot.seem to break their glass ceiling.. and if my face does now fit.. then God..let it be desirable elsewhere.. i cannot force a work to appreciate my dedication..i am ready to go and move on to better and more prosperous things...
I ask of thee lord at my halfway point.. i ask your help and mercy on this issue.. i ask from my gracious lord..

Low

Blessed is the name.of God our creator.
It is hard lord.. very hard.. sustain me please.and help.me..it is very hard...
My demons are surfacing.. keep them at bay lord...

Help me.progress o lord

Rabbi anzilni munzalan Mubarakan  wa anta khayru munzilin...
My lord, let me disembark onto a blessed location.. you are the best deliverer.

So today marks the day I leave my manager Whois leaving.. a. Lady I like... into the jungle of what i call.crazy management and people who manipulate and take advantage.. I seek Gods blessing with my new team and ask for his blessing and grace in my working life and my whole life.. I seek progress from my Lord and i seek advancement in work.. I.come.to the Most Gracious with my self as i ask of Him..He who is my sustainer and provider..
In everything in life and death..He is God..with control over all things.. so I ask of.the most gracious Lord to kunfayakun my progress and advancement..

Projecting to the Most Gracious...

Tabaraka llahu rabbil alamin.. Allah-ul hayyu -ul qayumu... la illaha illa huwa yuyhii wa yumitu.. fa idza Qaida amran..fa innama yakulu llahu kun fa yakun.

Blessed is God, lord of the universe. The Living, the self subsisting God..there is no other God but he who controls life and death. To have anything done, he.simply says  to it be and it is..

My lord... please kunfayakun my success and progress in this life and hereafter.. kunfayakun my righteousness and accept me in thy service.. kunfayakun my wishes and provide for me and my children abundantly in this life and hereafter.. keep us close to thee always.. to praise and glorify your name..guide us to thee and protect us from sin and harm..guide us to thee and provide for us success with thee in this life and hereafter.. For all praise is yours.. all authority kingship and glory.. in this life and the hereafter be thou glorified o lord..

i need your help and counsel...

i come before thee O lord.. this evening.. i come before Thee needing your counsel....

Arrahman

Arrahman anta llahu. Subhanallahi rabbil alamin.
Most Gracious is my God. Glory be to God Lord of the universe

Hoodwinkle

So I went there Lord.. I was not able to get a quick resolution bit o was asked to text the man and he will Check for me.. o habe done so and await.a response

hoodwinkled

so dear Lord,
 i cannot sleep.. and it may be that is is a slight issue but it worries me.
 yesterday my dad called to say the money i said i was to send them they never received it. that they think i have been hood-winkled.
 this money in question i wanted to send since  new year but something always held me back  and i just  felt  like  i could not part with so much to give but  i said i have not done any monthly  zakat to my dad and i had to send something in any fashion.
 on this day i plucked up the courage to  call my dad and ask him for his account number and i went to the shop to send money at the  shop.
   i gave the man the money and he said he will send it.
 not there are no issues here because i have sent money through him before and i left the shop.
 i had not called or spoken to my dad since until  yesterday when he called to drop me this bombshell.
 not its one of three issues
 1 - either  my dad is confused as he believes the money came from another person -  the account name of the sender will not be me so maybe  he did get money but he  is not linking it to me
 2 - either the man did not send the money  - in which case it will be a breach of trust for me because i have been to their shop since then as i buy other foodstuff from them - then i ask myself since them why not  tell me there is an issue
3 - either i am deluded and i didn't not send anymoney..
 i am quite clear i send the money as there is verification and i know in this instance i am not lying.
 4   - i am trying to  be hood-winkled by my dad.

 so in all likely-hood my mind is open and i am veering towards the first  because a similar situation occurred with my mum but she later came back to say she received it.. not i cannot be sure if she was trying to hood-winkle me but she was most efficiently clear when she accused me saying  she  never received any money until i went back to the people and challenged her again.

 so  i am in a quandary.. i am just rather put in a situation i don't like..
 i hate returning things in a shop - i just learn to live with it and move on
 - i hate challenging people  so to go back is for me to say to the man who send the money on my behalf that  he is lying that he sent it.
 it will be a easy thing to verify in all honesty but i am not relishing it..

 whatever the situation Lord - please give me courage to see it through - whatever the outcome help me to  deal with it.

 may your name be forever praised and glorified always..

Jaa al Haq qa zahaqa batila.. innaa batila kana zahukan

Support me lord and progress me in this life and the hereafter

admit me lord a honorable admittance and let me depart a honorable departure and grant me from thee a powerful support..

 such is the words on my  tongue this afternoon and i forget the arabic f it

 rabbi adkhilini mudkhala sidqimnwa akhrijni mukhraja sidqin waj alni min ladunka sultana nasiran

  and from this sura is the part which says establish  prayer from the setting of the sun until darkness of the night  

 and from the night arise from sleep for prayer with it as additional for you  - one translation

 And during the night, meditate (singular) with it for your (singular) own benefit and perhaps your Lord may raise you (singular) to a praiseworthy position - another translation

During the night, you shall meditate for extra credit - another translation

 this part i dont do and by the grace and support of the most gracious this is what i plan to adopt..

 a little bit of the night dedicated to my creator - be it 5 mins be it 1 minute i seek to dedicate to God alone..

 may my Lord accept it from me..