Rabbi anni Maghlubun fantasir

Who can i lament to.. Who should i complain to..to whom.can relay my despair.

We are trying to buy a house we want to live together but there is a game being played by sellers and i am not a.fan of game playing.

I appreciate they are trying to get more money for their.buck but we need a forever home. We are not game players we just want somewhere to live as a family. you have said the house is worth a certain amount so accept that amount.. you are already making a profit so why be greedy?
 i dont expect them to consider our situation i dont expect them to have pity on my children but have fear of God and remember for the future...

Everything is for a reason and meets with Gods approval and plan. And my god that has got me this far that has allowed me to achieve this much whence i never expected or could imagine.. that god who i have called on and still call on.. that one that i lay my hopes.on.......God.will make it.come.true by his Grace....

I dont have parents that have left me anything concrete nor.do i lay my sights on whatever they have achieved but i want to be able to leave for my two something tangible made.from graft and hard work...something truthful and good for their future.

 a house for us for our small family.. a house where  God alone is worship.. a house of peace and love for my children..

House wish list front receiving area before entering main hallway..  downstairs toilet.. and upstairs family bathroom.4 bedroom. Large lounge and dining area leading to garden. Cloakroom downstairs Large kitchen with utility room.. wide big flat garden (with a tree). Stairs leading to upstairs ideally family bathroom at top of stairs.. ensuite master bedroom( optional).. onstreet parking if not own driveway.. small front garden also. End terrace or semi detatched or standalone house. Straight windows that can take venetian blinds. Tall radiator in bathroom standalone toilet with family seat..wonderful storage cupboards in kitchen and bathroom.  I would want chest freezer and standing fridgefreezer unit in kitchen. Gas central heating. Preferably gas cooker and electric double oven....

I have asked.. my boy has asked.. and i ask of thee again o.lord. the first one.i wanted didn't happen.. the second one is now unravelling away into oblivion...so as with everything oh lord.. thy will be done in my life and may i forever live to praise thee.

 i lack patience for this o lord but as ever i live in hope of your mercy because i have tasted of your mercy so i know it to be true. help us to be successful in this endeavour..
you  are at the forefront of our plan and by your grace you will guide us through it.