Sunday, 19 June 2016

Darkness

My darkness falls on me yet again in lord. I seek refuge with thee.
Today my thoughts  were consumed by me the fact  that I am a bad mum and i think  i am a bad mum because I had a bad mum. But I love my kids i love them and i want the best for them.  And I ask am I the best for them. I want them to be better than me to do better  say better  and live better. But am I the right person to lay the right example for them. Ultimately  my lord your aim and the Destiny  you have for them will shape them this much i believe.
I think i understand now the cycle of misfortune. It breeds more misfortune. How do you break free..
I am searching on thee oh lord..as ever you are my help