the darkness seems to want to envelope me again dear lord. so i seek refuge with thee. it comes and goes most weeks more than others. i am trying to understand it trying to study it to figure out what triggers it..today it was a lit after work the feeling of despair and helplessness. the word on my head was i am loosing control of my life.
trying to stay upbeat with children and not let my demons affect them.. trying to stay upbeat and focus on them.. i still dont understand why i get these feelings and thoughts.. it seems easier to accept them but i dont know. the other day i read about someone who maybe took their life
and i saw a glimpse of their madness. it reminded me of me... we were not too far apart in thoughts. i am scared lord.
in everything guide me. with everything bless me. for everything show me. thy name be praised and glorified always.
Monday, 15 February 2016
darkness
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