Thursday, 25 March 2010

Devinez Quoi!!!

today, I am going to talk to you... yes you !!!!! Qui? moi!! Qui, vous!!!

I have waited my whole life for you.. someone who loves God,wants to worship God, believes in God and trusts God.
I have prayed my hardest for you.. a submitter to God and God alone
I have cried my tears for you... a partner, a leader, a friend, a confident, someone I can laugh with, someone I can share my dreams with..... someone to hold, someone to love..
I have waited paitently for you..... I have longed and hoped and I have waited and waited...

Ultimately we both come from the same place, we want something different..
We want true devotion to God, trust and belief in the most High
We want to trust, we want to hold on to God alone, we want to worship, we want to exalt and magnify..

whilst on the face of it there may be differences, we speak different, we live differently, ultimately our hearts is the same. It is this shared goal that brings us together, that gw will keep us together.

I have cried for you, i have begged for you, - one who loves God, one who loves God with all his heart, one who will be true to God, who will set an example for me to follow.. One who says what he means and means what he says... i am not syaing you are perfect , i am not saying that you may not slip, but you know what is true and you remain true to God as much as you can, God willing

i pray that God guides us, protests us, forgives us our sins and accepts us in his service.
The love in our hearts may He let flourish and may He let it shine.
May God grant us patience for each other, understanding, support with God overlooking us both.

My prayer to God was, - God let me love him and let him love me, God let me have patience for him and let him have patience for me too, God help me to understand him and help him to understand me... God let me be responsive to him and let him be responsive to me too, God guide us, forgive us, make things easy for us, God protect us...

my heart is crying out tears of joy... i know not what tomorrow is, i know not what it will bring, but God willing it will brings happiness, God willing it will bring contentment, God willing it will bring success and affirmation each day in our choice to worship God...

I dont want much, i just want you to be true, to be loyal, to love me, to trust me, to support me ( in truth and rightful things only) as i want to be the same for you as well, I want you to worship with me, for us to praise God together...

sometimes i think - dear God i am asking for too much, i am asking for the unaskable, someome that loves thee eeply and someone that loves me too.. sometimes i think that it can never happen, sometimes i think that i am asking for a fantasy...

but i trust in my God, and i asked, i have begged and i have cried... and My God has given unto me .. i will open both my hands out wide and recieve that which the good lord has given me. for adetutu knows that which the good Lord does provide is the best for her.. surely she knows that is true....

tonight as i write to you to tell you how i feel.. i ask God also to support us, to assist us, to provide for us.. to strenghten our faith and to guide us in His path..

God knows what we dont know, He sees what we dont see, He understands that which we dont...

remember God is Razzaqul, Zul-Quwwat -il -Matinu.........

oh an di forgot to say... Guess what.....

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