Get away.. for shizyyy for really

there are words and there are the associations you make with words.

These are two different concept.

with every word is a mental idea of how you have been conditioned to accept it... so that whenever the word is spoken is invokes in you the previous thought or idea

This plight affects some people i am sure because it affects me.

a lot of it has to do with my mind and how it assimilates information - i remember conversations and events and i replay them in my head - the problem is then when a person has said something and whenever i hear the same phrase or part of phrase or sentence or see something that is associated with a sentence that i have heard, i immediately think back and i replay what was said in my head - wether i agree with the statement or not.

This is what is my problem - and why i keep asking God to protect me from blaspheming against him like others before me have done. The people in my midst are those who sometimes utter words that i am privy to hear, or in my closest environment i am faced with images that i dont agree with, or through songs i get to listen to stataments that i dont agree with - some of them i dont agree with and whenever i am alone and my mind starts doing what it does, and it replays the statement and utterences over and over again in my head.

I have to be able to block my mind out to utterances that i am not aggreable with or better still make a judgement to move away from people who utter such statements around me.
God willing this is a battle i will win and i will be able to train my mind properly.
GoD is my strenght and with Him i find Salvation.
by His grace and with His help i will conquer...