fear and mind

the mind is an interesting concept you know...
in your mind you can amplify fear, loss, grief, to a level that you make yourself in awe of it,
you then start to fear it and it overtakes your thought and mind...

but never!!!, for where the Lord is in crontrol, you cannot fear any harm or injustice, you cannot fear fear - except to fear the good Lord...

so my mind is playing tricks on me and it is wanting to capitalise of my fear of lonliness and heartache, it wants to build on my yearnings and longings and thus make me afraid of myself..

But alas, The good Lord has shown me, what is there to loose if there was nothing there in the first instance..

why should i fear, why should i let it rule me, Never,

what is for you will always be for you, i have a strong belief in that and remember Adetutu does know that whatever the Good Lord does provide, is surely the best for her- however long she has to wait for it, the sweet taste of finality and success from God is surely the best thing ever in this life and in the hearafter, surely its worshipping God in paradise..

so mr and mrs fear, that is compounding on me tonight, i have sought, refige in my Lord and gw you cannot, shall not, will not, gain hold of me.... I fear my Lord ansd i believe in him and i trust in him that my welfare is sorted out, I trust that my hopes are before him and the best outcome will result... so dont ply me with insecurities, and dont torment me with heartache...

My God is in control, has always been and will always be... end of!!!