Sunday, 16 August 2020

Giving Thanks

My lovely Creator..I give thanks to Thee for all that you do for me..for the care..love and protection you afford me and mine.. I am ever grateful for your Love as I ask Thee for your grace and mercy in my life and of those of mine continually..whatever wherever however my situation may be keep me praising thee always..keep me glorifying and keep me praying to thee..even if I seem lost..keep me thanking and Glorifying your Holy name..

Tuesday, 4 August 2020

thoughts

Once you have felt inspirational and the had of God in your life you known how it is when God is working for you..and when you dont feel it..if feels weird..but think..think back and consider the near misses that God has averted from you.. 
God right now i am feeling low..i feel somewhat despondent..i believe in You and i trust in Thee so i bring myself and my soul forward to Thee trusting amd seeking your grace to elevate me and banish these blues away..
I am not perfect as i try to fulfill my obligations i feel i am failing so please bear with me give me strenght and never let me forget..dont leave me..never leave me even by a thread let me hang in..dont ever let me leave..

Sunday, 12 July 2020

GOD THERE IS NO OTHER BUT HE..THE ONE..THE ALMIGHTY

Sanskrit word Parmeshwar (परमेश्वर) literally refers to the Supreme Lord or God.

Parameshwara is the ultimate reality and nothing exists that is non one with Parameshwara. He is the totality controlling the triple forces of creation, preservation and destruction.

I find it interesting because i have read somewhere where it says/alludes something like..we call on God we dont even realise it.. 

In my life forever and ever..What ever the language what ever the situation..God be praised forever and ever.. 

Dear God..allow me to see your praise wherever it is..to appreciate your praise sven in a format that i may not understand..let my heart know and feel praise that is directed to thee..and join in glorifying thee.

Friday, 10 July 2020

Failing and Falling

I am failing in my obligations and I am falling.. I wont deny it..I feel beat but in spite and despite this hang with me God..sometimes maybe I have to fall to rise up stronger and maybe it is that I have become complacent with my life..either way hang with me Lord..leave that light on keep it shining..never it be dim or flickering... 
But please dont let me fall to rock bottom..catch me before I get there..

Sunday, 21 June 2020

Praises to God

Bismillahi rabbi raufu Bismillahi rabbi ghafuru Bismillahi rabbi arshi il kareem alhamdulilahi rabbil alamin

Monday, 15 June 2020

i need thee every hour

I need Thee every hour,
Most gracious Lord;
No tender voice like Thine,
Can peace afford.
I need Thee, O I need Thee,
Every hour I need Thee!
O bless me now, Savior,
I come to Thee.
I need Thee every hour,
Stay Thou near by;
Temptations lose their power,
When Thou art nigh.
I need Thee, O I need Thee;
Every hour I need Thee!
O bless me now, my Savior,
I come to Thee.
I need Thee every hour,
In joy or pain;
Come quickly and abide,
Or life is vain.
I need Thee, O I need Thee;
Every hour I need Thee!
O bless me now, my Savior,
I come to Thee.
O bless me now, my Savior,
I come to Thee.


What a wonderful word to explain my plight this morning..

Monday, 11 May 2020

zakat..one fifth??? working title

Surah 8:41..The arabic does not mention spoils.of war..so i ask again zakat is it not one fifth.. because the way it is sectioned in terms of where the money goes..is the same as 2:215..

Gw i am guided by the fact that i rely on God and his words in Quran..and other scriptures..if i am honest the 2.5% has never been clear to me how it is calculated..and it is the same veil i approach salat that i approach this.. not that i currently am consistent anyways with zakat but if i come to a conclusion that it is one fifth may God allow me to do the right thing consistently and continuously..

Friday, 17 April 2020

thank you Lord

Thank you Lord everlasting..you have been so good to me.. thank you Lord everlasting i am grateful for my blessings. I am grateful for my struggle..the trials.and jubilations i have been through..i realise No one can lead like you do. Lord you habe been so good. You have been so good to me. I am grateful for all of my blessings. I am giving you all the praise. 

In this very instance lord i thank you and dedicate this song to you..

Sunday, 5 April 2020

funny how time flies

You know dear lord..life is interesting..not long ago i was saying..dear lord i need 2 weeks away from work..the hustle and bustle of going to work was wearing me down..i wanted to stop going..and now here i am on lockdown..
I also said..God i need to stop spending and save..here i am now again.
Your name be glorified and praised always..right now i say thank you for me and mine..
Help me to grow in righteous deeds and words. Help me to be better for mine..guide us all to thy worshipnand praise..your name be glorified always..

Saturday, 4 April 2020

remember

As a child i remember some dua my dad..and one of them used to be.."ya kam jahal fajashi"..something like that..i dont know how accurate it is but its something he used to say with his tasbir..
I don't even know if it is a dua..but i know the "ya" is like saying oh like u would say "ya rabbi"..so i ask myself now what is kam jahal..lololol.
Its like what i also remember..allahuma anta allahu..rabbu rahufu rahim..anta allahu arahman arahhim..anta allahu al hafeez al muizz al hayyu al qayumu..al qayim..alla kulli nafsi wa hawli bima kasabat...

Another one he drumed into us..rabanna akshif anal azaba innal muminin..

Another one was the laqad jakum rasulu min anfusikum..

Oh i remember my child hood..fraught it was these rare moments catching my dad in prayer with his yasin and waqiat playing in background..incense.. lolololol..

song

What else can i do..what else can i say..you are all i need to praise.. glory onto you..

issue

The last week or so i have noticed how thoughts that are not resonating with my choice keep popping into my head..mostly to do with the name jesus and saying things i dont agree with associated with the name..but i acknowkedge it for what it is.. i have a lot of exposure to the name..a lot of the gospel songs i like mention the name..so it keeps polluting my thoughts..esp when in prayer..let me be clear..my Lord is God..the Most Gracious..there is no other.. i say it out loud so i acknowledge the issue and wont let it ransom me..

Great is thy mercy towards me..be thou glorified oh Lord

We glorify and praise the name of God..most Gracious..Sustainer and our Creator.. we thank Him for his care and mercy on us..for our safety and our provisions..we lift our voice in song to Him to praise his Good and Holy name.
Blessed is God..our Lord..Great is thy mercy towards me..Great is thy grace..your tender mercy towards me.

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Thursday, 26 March 2020

this very moment i lift my voice onto the Lord..

Rabbana aatina min ladunka rahmatan wa hayyi lanaa min amrina rashadan.

Dear God...as you have responded to job and jonah..i ask that you respond to me too.. thy holy name be praised and exalted always...

Surah khaf 18:10..

Wednesday, 11 March 2020

help me please

I feel I am going thru a tough time now my Lord..it feels hard..it feels never ending..i need strenght focus and determination from thee. Let me prevail..let me raise and rise better and higher than before..it may be the fasting..it may not be but help me recover..give me renewed spirit..help me soar..let me not be disheartened dear lord..but lift my voice up in beautiful song to praise thee.. for all hope is in you..all praise is yours..all glory authority and kingship..now and forever be thou glorified my lord