There is no other God but GOD The Most Gracious The Best Proviser

La ilaha illa lllahu Arrahman khayru razziqin

Huwa Arrahman amana bihi wa alayhi tawakalna

He is the Most Gracious.. (we)i believe in Him and i(we) trust in Him..

THANK YOU

A quick thank you for bous day

There is only one God

There is Only One God
Truth is His Name
He is the Creator, Protector, Without Fear, No Enmity, The First Entity, Never born, True in the beginning, True Through the Ages,True even now and  will be True in the future.

I opened  book at my indian takeaway and i was inspired again by these words..

birthday party

i dont know where i have this irrational fear from but dear God the boy wants a party.
 my social withdrawals is avoiding me having him a party because i am afraid we have a party and no one comes.
 and i have been avoiding having one since he was 3..
 this your Boy lord this is your AR.. i would like him to have a party and i pray by your grace it is well.

Dear God i need your bounty each and every day, what but thy grace can take my fears away

i am conflicted right now because of news i  heard yesterday at work.
 and it involves people who back in 2015/2016 were part of a system that sought to exploit me at work.
 bonus season is approaching and people are having that conversation and i am told someone is not getting a bonus.
 that decision i consider very harsh even if  they felt their contribution was not that they wanted it to be they still contributed.
 it then brought back emotions of how i felt working working toiling and trying to do my my best trying to beat a magical ceiling  the stress of being the mug  of the team that people dipped into  without any care of bother at all...
 it then makes me reevaluate my manager as i was told it was her decision to make  - in all fairness i am not sure that is exactly correct but i will consider my now manager as fair and that is all i can say. i respect her judgement and her ability but if she has vetoed this decision -  then how does that make me feel.
 in all instances i will  have nothing but praise for my now manger - not all decisions she makes in my opinion i will agree with i feel she could be much tougher if she wants to ensure things move on but at the same time i will say she is balanced.. i can only judge her on my interaction with her -  she listens to me and protects me even from myself - that is what i want from any manager and in turn i work my hardest for her and try to improve her team stats even if it means doing work for people i already stated i would not do because it was clear they were playing the system and it was a habit i didnt dont and will never like..
the comment the person made to me was that i was being pitted against her in terms of performance and much as i dislike pitting anyone against anyone i consider that our work is unpredictable although there is some consistency so  comparisons  is very  difficult..i would not want to be pitted against anyone and i dont want anyone to be pitted against me..i want to be considered on my own merit on my own contribution and  work..
 i dont know what i want to say but i know what i want to say at present.
yes i think the decision not to pay any bonus is very very harsh -  no i would not want to be in that position and i ask of thee lord  not to ever put me in that position - yes its a bonus and it should not be relied upon but its a saving pot money for some and despite us saying we dont place much importance on it we know we lie because we do.. its a recognition from your work of your hard work and contribution to work and to say its nol for someone is saying they they have not contributed at all..

sleeping work again

i seek refuge with thee o lord as i ask for your help and assistance as i seek your blessings on me with my work. new changes and i need your grace to stay on top of my work and achieve the outcomes they want.. i seek your help oh lord and your grace.
help me t be victorious and successful

i hate that witch from work.. keep her away from me please

 i dont  remember if i hate someone with a vengance as much as i hate this witch. and she is a witch. i call her a witch because at my expense she sought to dominate and set us all  on a Colllision course.
 at my expense of  health she let others off and wanted me to pick shitty work up..kept working me working me..
she wanted someone to lick arse and i am not a arse licker at all. i give respect when respect is due.
 she shirked work in the name of delegate and was not interested in developing me unless i licked her arse..
  my first encounter with her brought issues for me and i guess its all her vibes  that were all wrong for me. i just knew we would not get on
so each time i see her i will curse her and i will keep cursing her everytime i remember how i felt and i  close i came to loosing my sanity at work
 god i wont stop myself/
the only way is if she stays away from my sight.
 so God keep her away from me and keep me away from her
 keep her away from me i dont want to know if she is alive.. if she were hit by a bus i will probably smile and  dance dong dong the witch is dead..
 i wont mind dancing over her grave and i wish her all the rottenness in the world..
Keep all the witches from work away from me and protect me God

Of my progeny let them be bound in the light of the most gracious

Dear lord i bring before thee AR and AM amd i ask that you help and guide me how best to teach my children about  truth about righteousness amd good and evil. I ask for your grace on them and their lives amd i ask that you protect them from the foulness amd sinful things of this world.
Ultimately where they end is up to you lord but i ask of you a prayer  from me to you for the wellbeing of these two.
I have dedicated myself and my children to you lord and i seek your grace and light on them please.
Protect them from wrong influences and guard them from bad company.

my Praise for today..

allahuma lakal hamdu anta nuru samawati wal ardhi
wa lakal hamdu anta qayyumu samawati wal ardhi
wa lakal hamdu anta rabbi samawati wal ardhi wa man fihi
la ilaha illa anta arrahman arrahhim
la ilaha illa anta arraufu rahim
la ilaha illa anta al-ghafuru rahim
alhamdulilahi rabbi al-amin

for some reason the combination of praise was obn my mind  today,
wherever i am whatever i may be doing.. keep me always praising thee O lord.
Let my Praise be for Thee and Thee only..always, all the time..

My prayer for this year..

Inna ma amruhu idha arada shayan. Anyakula llahu kun fa yakun. Subhanallahi llahu khayru razziqin.
Blessed is the name of God the most gracious.
Blessed is God the most high lord.
In my life whatever i do.. wherever i am.. let me join in praise to thee. Whatever  language, song or prose.. let my heart reach out to thee with praise.
Whatever my circumstance wether i consider it good or bad.. let me always praise and glorify thee.
Today tomorrow and for always let me always remember thee.
Guide me.to thee o lord and help me.to.worship thee better.  Keep away my sinful.thoughts and give me inner will amd  strength to overcome my desires.  Help me.to give my charity always amd om time. Help me to success in this life and the hereafter.
Help me progress with my work help me increase my earnings.. help and guide my children to thee help them to remain kind and patient and protect them.from harm amd danger...guard them against evil thoughts and people...
Bless my family o.lord amd guide in worship  to thee and thee only..

i am in need oh lord

I come to thee o lord my God to ask for your help and support with this house.
 i come to you as i have always done as you are the one that i come to.
 i beseech you for your help and ease.
 before we started this journey it was on your name that  i meditated and sought help
 it was to you that i lamented my woes and asked for freedom from what i perceived as oppression.
 so we have got this place and its one after another
 no heating.. the boiler we are advised needs to be replaced.
 to the aforementioned me JAT and Mrs PRS who sold us the house..  a huge part of me wants to send curses on you.. as is the yoruba that is in me  because i fail to see you did not know about this.. and to the surveyor also who seemed to cover his backside by way of a report i want to curse you  also but i am trying to refrain .
 mrs PRS and mr JAt.. i dont know which god you worship and may he best serve you  for what you are putting us through. that money will burn a whole in your pocket and you will not enjoy it but it will cause you grief..
enough said and i leave it as that..
 so God i come to you and i seek your help and support.. i dont know where else to go or what to say or how to approach you for what i want you to do for me

Mr J.A.T and mrs P.r.s

Dear mr jt and ms prs  who moved to leeds..who sold us their house.  Firstly thank you  for agreeing to sell us your house. We had been looking and were eager to start life together as a family so you allowed urself to be a vessel for our journey.
You switched the boiler off this has caused us no end of problems. I am at two minds wether u knew the boiler had a fault or not but rather than let evil thoughts consume my mind about you i place you in care of the creator to serve you back your deeds. Who in the world shuts heating in winter?? All you had to do was notify us and your power company when u were leaving and we could have agreed on actions to be taken..My children cannot live here in this current state. Even me am freezing.. it is freezing..then again in your frugal attempt to remove ur belongings you damaged a bit of wall in master bedroom.. Thanks again for that. Its cosmetic but its the principle of the issue that offends me more. I would rather you be honest and out there than  to hide...its just what i would expect to do
I am more upset because this is meant to me my family home for my kids. We cant move in..because of the central heating.. anyone who threatens the enjoyment of my childrens life and welfare becomes my enemy.. and while a part of me wants to wish you all the illluck and evilness wherever you are and suffering too.. i have to allow for a case of did you really do that intentionally or not.
It is wrong.. if you did.. because i thought you were morally conscious people. You seemed religious and had an image of krishna in pride and place when we visited you... Whilst i dont share your belief... i am a firm holder that only our creator knows best who serves him and sometimes what we reject we dont really understand it before we reject it.  Nonetheless  i will say that you have hurt me a great deal because of your behaviour whilst the sale was underway . Maybe you were upset that we didnt buy the fridge and washing machine but i ask you to be reasonable.. the price u were looking for was just laughable for what is deemed second hand.. regardless of when u bought it and bearing in mind we could get a new one for near enough same price  with black friday approaching...u should have come to us with a reasonable price to begin witj and we would have considered greatly..
Anyways  i leave u with my God who will decide on your actions.. you have hurt me and have made this experience bitter for me. But i will try to rise above the bile that is generating in my belly when i think of you.
God will help us find a way to sort out whatever damage u have done..
God is my provider always and now

Cold

Dear god.. you know me.. you have known. Me before i was brought  to life and you know my end as is my path. I am coming  to you to seek your help for this heating issue as it's very cold and the heater has developed a fault.
I am have ill conceived thoughts that the people who sold us the place knew of the fault.. bit i dont want to accept that they would do this as they seemed religions..i would not think they have pulled a fast one on us but  what they think is a fast one is a blessing  from god..
And the people who are meant to service the boiler are also playing us we need help god.. this is my dream that u have fulfilled for me.. this is my hope for my children that you have blessed for me.. its winter and no heating means we cannot comfortably live..
I dont know what to di.
I am having misconceived thoughts on those who  dont wish us well but when god blesses you with something no force can remove that blessing.. and i know my lord who has brought  me this far will help us to overcome all else the remaining block.. so i am lamenting  again God.. sorry..  i know my little is better than some others.. thank you for everything.

I am resting on the glory of the most gracious

It is with your name we started  and with your Grace we were held afloat and it is also in your name that we continue our next stage.
It was darkness and you gave light and a new beginning to life.. so fitting it is for when we embark..
Let my soul lift up it's voice in praise to its creator.. let it rejoice and sing that the most gracious is a good lord. The most gracious is a helping God...the most gracious is a listening lord.
I called on thee lord and you heard my prayer.  You heard my prayer and blessed me with your acknowledgement...
THANK YOU GOD FOR EVERYTHING. I cannot repay i cannot repay the level of help and blessings u bring my way. I thank you and i give praise to thee right now and forever. Let it be known that this little girl this Abebi says to her lord. Thank you god the most gracious.. Oluwaseun Arrahman..