June 2019

This month has not been successful for me..prayer wise..
I rarely got up to say morning prayers..i rarely got up to say evening prayers..
I just slept.. even when my alarm woke me..i rarely got up..i made excuses..and even on some days  i said to myself..i am not getting up.. i didnt even make any bargains with thee Lord..i just did not want to get up..
Dear lord.. let it be the end of this..
No more..
I have failed.. i have fallen.. but i rise up and i seek from thee energy and zest..i seek from thee strenght and fortitude to do that which i should do.. to do that which i must do.. to remember thee.. to learn thy word..
Abide with me dear Lord and help me to regain myself....