June 2019

This month has not been successful for me..prayer wise..
I rarely got up to say morning prayers..i rarely got up to say evening prayers..
I just slept.. even when my alarm woke me..i rarely got up..i made excuses..and even on some days  i said to myself..i am not getting up.. i didnt even make any bargains with thee Lord..i just did not want to get up..
Dear lord.. let it be the end of this..
No more..
I have failed.. i have fallen.. but i rise up and i seek from thee energy and zest..i seek from thee strenght and fortitude to do that which i should do.. to do that which i must do.. to remember thee.. to learn thy word..
Abide with me dear Lord and help me to regain myself....

Postulate

I have long long had a suspicion that the hindi language..and arabic are entwined in some way.. largely because of similarities i find..
Qasam in hindi is to swear..
Wa qasamahuma..in 7:20..is he swore to them...

Even before this i had a thought and still hold to it in my head.  That the hindi are none other than the some from that timr generations(POSSIBLY) who left..not all perished there i think..
For me it ties in with their many idols and what i read in quran about the people of that time..
The same are found wherever you go..
But either way God be praised..before me and after me..God be praised in all directions right and left ..may his holy name be exalted always...

Ramadan 2019. Thank you God for everything

Let me take this moment to say thank you my God for seeing me through 2019 ramadan.. there was a time i didnt think i would make it.. but you pulled me through and you are seeing me through it..
Just a simple thank you..for everything.. for all things.. for this something.. for anything.. thank you dear God..