night time ramblings

Each time i come to you lord i have words i need to express but i do not know how to express it.
 so many issues i have on my mind and i want to talk to you.. and i do talk to you but i want to keep a log of what i talk to you about so i don't forget any promises or pledges i give on my  behalf.
 -  i need to save money and i need to control my spending.. please lord help me with this
 -  i am hungry for more of your progress and blessing lord i am hungry and  i want your prosperous grace in my life n whatever i do so i can be proud i can sing and i can shout to anyone who engages me to hear how wonderful my lord has been onto me..  i should not feel ashamed i think - for pekingese my lords bounties - i should not be afraid - but i am afraid because too much of anyone thing may lead me away from thee - that is why i ask of thee also that wherever wherever i am  let me never forget to keep praising you.
 -  i want to be able to meditate on your name as before - i know it is harder for me with kids but i still want that part of myself back.. it is there but i want it back
 -  i want to be able to pray without my mind drifting out without my thoughts  drifting.. i just want to be focused on my praise to thee
 - i want to be able to progress at work and get more money and  praise or find  another job where i will be adequately paid as i want for the duties i will offer them. ultimately all honour comes from thee  lord so i put this before you as you  have advanced me advance me some more.. let all my detractors cower in shame
 - i want to be a better mum and have more time and patience for the chikkis..i want them to know that i love them i want them to know i am always in there corner but i also want them to realise that i am tough and wont let them take bat habits or standard

 keep me safe o lord help me to be better devoted to thee and walk in righteousness. help me to praise and worship thee in all that i do.. help me lord and support me..
 without you i am finished
 without you i am a goner
 so i seek to hold onto thee in everything in my life whatever it is  my lord i seek to put everything before thee

I need thy support lord in all that i do

Yes i am greedy and insatiable for the mercy and bounty from my lord..
Guide me to thee o lord.. and provide for me in this life and the hereafter... keep me praising thee always..

Honour thy parents

Help me o lord to do the right thing by you.. I know what I want and i see the difficulties ahead and i know what i habe asked you for.. I need your grace to help me. This is a test.. I want to come thru with your blessing whatever the outcome so as it is coming I need your counsel as I bring it forward to tou. You already know.. you are already awareof this make it easy for me lord. Help me to be able to honour whatever my feelings.. whatever my hurt whatever my grievances..help me to honour as you have asked of me..
You have set me free please do not let the chains take hold of me.. I walk in thy light and want to walk in the light always.. truth and glory to God.. whatever I have is because of you..Thy name be praised always

Thank you

Something as insignificant as hair but thank you god for giving me the jump to do the hair
. How i completed it I dont know but i know beforehand I asked of you and you came to my rescue.
All praise is yours now and forever. Thank you