Sunday, 14 September 2014

I am still at it

Dear lord. I am still at it with this girl and it is weighing me down ea h time she does not suck on the bottle. I am at my wits end and I feel like I am waterboarding her and still she refuses. I have highlighted my caze with the hv that came and yet again... If I had known it would be this hard I would have opted for the bottle.. I never had this issue with AR proba ly cos he started on the bottle and was mixed on the two right from start
Anyways it is what can I do about it now that I need. I fried speaking to my elderly neighbour but her children were bottled from start.. I sent a message to mumsnet glasgow on twitter and no one replied. My mum says that my brother refused bottles and he had to drink out of the cup but presently the little girl is being force fed to enable her eat.. +and here we are at 6 months +does it mean i have to continue this until she is one.
 God this issue is weighing me down and i seek relief from you and help on this issue.
 i am stupid and i know nothing and i rely on your race and mercy to help me walk through life..
i have  never experienced this with anyone before please help me god please dont leave me and let me be worrying about this girl..
please.
 at this stage each time she eats i cry and my mental state i feel is frayed and unstable i need your help please.

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