i have a confession to make.
the HV came the other day and weighed the baby and noted she has jumped from 25th pc to 50pc in terms of weight gain on this chart of theirs in the red book.
well i noted i was pleased cos i was worried as AM was born tiny.
the HV commented that is due to my hard work and effort Breastfeeding.
well in my head i said God be praised and it is all Gods glory but i didn't voice it out loud.
i just smiled ( the kind of smile i do when i feel embarrassed by my reply or feel unease at voicing a reply for fear of not being accepted) when she was laying compliments my way but knowing that the praise goes to God for His help in this matter.
well this has been playing on my mind because i feel as if i didn't acknowledge God.
and i am sorry God, because You deserve all acknowledgement and Praise.
as i am unsure with the health system i don't know how they will feel about me in terms of looking after my children and what they will note re family life but nevertheless i was ashamed... and that was wrong.
so Lord forgive me please and help me not to do it again.
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