For granted

My dear lord, today I had the thought that I take for granted ur care and blessings on me and I have to admit that its true.
I take for granted that u so very well look after me and provide for me and I am sorry that I do.
I guess because I have alays been assured of ur care I assume that it will always be like that. Every care and provision u provide for me is a blessings and I am very grateful for it.
Yes I find that I am not able to thank you as before with meditation and praising ur name at night.. But I will try. To go back to doing this.. I don't want to loose your love and care and I want you to care for me always.
You have given me one wonderful child and the other is on the way so many a grateful I am to you for ur blessings. You are keeping us safe and healthy and that too is a blessing.. God from my heart THANK YOU because w/o you I would be lost W/o ur care I would be in despair.. Thank you Lord for everything
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