Plea

when something weights heavily on my mind i run to you oh lord and i have spoken to you in my heart regarding this issue.

  everything i believe is by your grace and my path in life is orchestrated and led by you.

 i made you a secret call  when my husband and family were pressuring me and you granted me a child that i have dedicated to you. his name alone is testament to your  glory and mercy so that every day i am reminded that indeed the Most Gracious Lord is good and kind..

  tomorrow he will be starting to be looked after during the day by a child minder..
My Lord you have led me to this woman.. she is the first person on the list of people i called.
for whatever reason i have chosen her as i let your guidance on the boy shine through.
 when he was  at her house, he felt at ease, was able to walk around and touch and  allowed her to carry him.

 which is unusual for the boy as he does  warm to everyone.

 My Lord you have led me tot his woman - Please let  your grace and mercy be upon this woman and her household  in looking after my boy. Please let him come to  no harm or abuse or worry. Let him be secure and let him be at ease and find peace, let him enjoy as he should enjoy.
Lord please let him listen to her and not give her too much bother. Let him eat and sleep without fuss.

My Lord this woman that your fate has led me to  - Bless her and give her the patience, and ease to look after my boy.. Let her  treat him with kindness and with care.. i would like to say let her love him.. but i dont know if that is possible.. for she has children of her own.. but let her be fond of him.. Give her peace and security and let them gel well together..

My Lord my mother  was looking after my boy before for me, Lord bless her with your magical blessings and thank her for me for looking after my boy and giving me the security and peace of mind to be able to go to work.. My Lord grant her your provisions of the best kind in this life and the next and bring her to thee..

 My Lord i am worried, i know i should not be because i can say that when i say that the Most gracious is looking after my boy i know  its true. it is not just a saying..; I have begged of thee and sought your protection on this child from thee. His welfare is overseen by thee, in that your grace, care and blessings is on him and will be on him by thy will.

you are my Lord, you are his lord, of that there is no doubt. Bless him O lord of mine, Guide him, keep him safe - in this crazy world of ours with crazy people and  out of control urges - Protect him from harm/abuse. Keep him well, Keep him safe..

Keep me well and keep me safe too o Lord and help me to show him the best of examples, Help me to bring him up with the best  of attitudes and Guide us both to your path.

Let life not be difficult for him. Let him find ease, Let the difficulties not be too weary for him, Let him be humble and Let him worship Thee, For all his life guide him  and keep him to you.
Choose him, My lord just like you  chose moses and guide him with humility and kindness just like the son of zakariya in the scripture...He is of your stock my Lord, to worship thee and praise thee, to glorify thee and uphold your scriptures..

As i am asking for my second,, My Lord please do not forget me too.. Guide me to worship thee,  and keep me with thee to Praise thee, Glorify thee in all of my days.. That i can say hand on heart to anyone who cares to listen/read that The Most Gracious is my Lord, in this life and in the next.