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sometimes God, i want to understand but i lack capability to.
i dont understan how this world works, how your rules govern it
i dont understand how/why things happen.
i guess with some things they are tests.. to keep us alert to keep us praising
but they are also at the same time...
i dont know what i am trying to say but i know what i want to say.

ultimately God, you know what is best for me and my trust is in Thee that You take control of my affairs.
But i cannot help but plead with You asking You to consider my anguish and be compassionate with me by granting me and blessing me with what i ask from Thee. I dont know tomorrow or even the end of the day.. i dont know anything other than what i want, wish and long for. But Creator of mine, please help me and provide for me. Please help me and provide for me.
My Lord, You who give life to the dead, You cause water to spring up from dry lands. You give life to dry earth and allow it to germinate,
- You are the Moghty King of David, the Provider of Job, The One who redeemed Adam and Eve - You Lord provided amnesty to Jonah.
Help me Great King please, I am not worthy i know but nevertheless, i know....