Sunday, 30 January 2011

conundrum

so the question on my lips tonight is

" what is the best way to praise the creator"

why am i asking - i dont know but it is a thought that occured to me, you knwo with human beings they are prone to flattery but God is BIG beyond all that, God is not human and he has no human flaws that we have or are prone to.

i guess a heartfelt thank you will be enough, but sometimes i just think, is there more that i say can -
i guess again maybe there is - righteousness - doing the righteous works that pleases God.

Saturday, 8 January 2011

Supplication

Blessed are you, O Lord my God, Lord of the Universe, the God of Abraham - the Great, Mighty and Revered God, the Most High God who bestows loving kindnesses, the Creator of all things, O King, Helper, Savior and Shield. Blessed are you, O Lord, Lord of the Universe.

You O Lord are God -there is no other god besides Thee, You are the Living, the Eternal. Never a moment of unawareness or slumber can overtake Thee. To You belongs everything in the heavens and everything on earth. No one can intercede with Thee, except in accordance with Thy will. No one attains any knowledge, except as you will. Your dominion encompasses all the heavens and the earth, and ruling them never burdens thee in the slightest. Blessed are you O Lord, the Most High, the Great.

You O Lord are the possessor of all sovereignty. You grant sovereignty to whomever You choose, You remove sovereignty from whomever You choose. You grant dignity to whomever You choose, and commit to humiliation whomever You choose. In Your hand are all provisions. Blessed are you O Lord, You are Omnipotent.

You O Lord, merge the night into the day, and merge the day into the night. You produce the living from the dead, and produce the dead from the living, and You provide for whomever You choose, without limits. Blessed are You O Lord, The Best Provider

You O Lord, You bestows knowledge, and teach mortals understanding. O favor me with the knowledge, the understanding and the insight that come from you. Blessed are you, O Lord, the gracious giver of knowledge.

Bring me back, O Gracious Lord to your Instruction; draw me close, O my King, to your service; and cause me to return to you in perfect repentance. Blessed are you, O Lord, who delights in repentance.

Forgive me, Most Gracious Lord, for I sin; pardon me, O my King, for I transgress; You alone pardon and forgive. Blessed are you, O Lord, who is merciful and always ready to forgive.

Look upon my affliction and plead my cause,and redeem me speedily for you are a mighty redeemer. Blessed are you, O Lord, the redeemer, Most Merciful.

Heal me, O Lord, and I will be healed; save me and I will be saved, for you are my praise. O grant a perfect healing to all my ailments, for you, Almighty King, are a faithful and merciful healer. Blessed are you, O Lord, the healer.

O Gracious Lord, remove from me sorrow and sighing. Reign over us, you alone, O Lord, with loving kindness and compassion, guide me in thy path and provide thy
blessings daily. Blessed are you, O Lord, the King who loves righteousness and justice.

Hear my voice, O Lord my God; spare me and have pity on me. Accept my prayer in mercy and with favor, for you are a God who hears prayers and supplications. O my King, do not turn me away from your presence empty-handed, for you hear all prayers with compassion. Blessed are you, O Lord, who hears prayer.

I give thanks to you that you are the Lord my God and the God of my fathers forever and ever. Through every generation you have been the rock of our lives, the shield of our salvation.I give you thanks and declare your praise for my life that is committed to Thee, for my soul that is entrusted to you, For your miracles that are daily with us, and for your wonders and your benefits that are with us at all times, evening, morning and noon. O beneficent one, your mercies never fail; O merciful one, your loving kindnesses never cease. I put my hope in Thee. For all these acts may your name be blessed and exalted always, O our King, forever and ever. Let every living thing give thanks to you and praise your name in truth, O God, my salvation and help. Blessed are you, O Lord, whose Name is the Beneficent One, and to whom it is fitting to give thanks and Praise.


taken from wikipedia search of amidah


Sunday, 2 January 2011

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sometimes it is easy to bare one's soul out to the world and at times it is not so easy especially when things are of a sensitive nature.

My Lord, sometimes i want to talk to a human soul, but what will that gain me expcept a bit of relief and feeling that someone has heard me.

My Lord i know you hear me, and i know that you you know me, but i dont know what to do

You have said to ask with prayer and i am hoping i am doing just that.
I trust in thee and i am relying in thee. I have done all i could do, the rest is with you.

i am worried , yes I am and i am slowly loosing hope because i dont knwo the outcome.

i am reminded by a verse - hasbunallahu wa nima-al wa keel. and la hawla wa la kuwata illa bi llahi.

apart from constant recitation on my part i dont know what else to do
My Lord - you have said to ask in prayer and i am trying to do just that.

You know me and ultimately you know what is best for me.
but i am begging thee and pleading with thee to grant me, to allow me and to forgive me.
Forgive me the temptation which makes me think that others mischief may be the case in this instance but i know and fully realise that You My Lord, The Most Gracious God are in control of all things. Nothing happens except with you knowledge or in accordance with your will.
I wont say that i understand how your will and plans for us are meant to pann out, in fact i wont hazard a guess but i have to trust that you as my Sustainer will sustain me and provide for me.

in this instance if it were just me, i may not bother as much btu there are other people somewhat involved that will be involved and the recriminations and unknown shame/tanning response is frightening me.

My Lord please i dont know what to use to beg of thee, i can say i will stop doing this, i can say i will give this to this person but ultimately i know they are just promises, promises that i may not carry out.

but God i can only say that i will try my best to be more charitable, to lead a more righteous life, to Glorify thee more, exalt thee more, Praise thee more eloquently
This much i trust that by your Grace you will allow me.

I have done all i can do i dont know what else to do, Please My Lord help me.

I am begging thee Great Lord, to please help me.

Most Gracious Lord, of all the names you have this is the one that endears to me the most - the moment i heard it and it resonated with my heart i was in Love with it and this is the best name i call thee. The Most Gracious.
Most Gracious, you are my protector and you are my Lord please help me.
i was saying to myself today that your mercy is such expanse and so deep that with it you provide for the disbelievers, you provide for the idolaters, you provide for the believers.
i hope that you regard me as a believer my Lord and i am asking that you extend your mercy to me.
I am hoping in thee my Lord and i am begging thee to please please please please help me.
As i am feeling right now i am begging thee Lord that it is a blessing and i am begging thee to please please please help me.
i can sit and lament all day long, i can sit and cry all night long my Lord please i dont want to cry any longer i want to jubilate and sing and give thanks and praise, i want to shout so the whole world can hear i want to testify my thanks to the Lord. My God please help me Most Gracious please help me as i dont know what to do...