sometimes i have to keep reminidng myself that God is in control every day and in each every way..
i guess it is with practice that it embedds in my psyche,
i agree and i acknowledge that this fact is true - God is in control..
its just sometimes, i let wishful thinking and unbecoming thoughts overcloud my processes, and i feel sad and downcast..
its that old age demon - why me!! why me!! but i realise after thought( thank God for this) that everything is as it should be, everything is the way God meant it to be.. that i should not worry over things that i have no control over....
that if i have a wish, a desire or a longing, i should put it before the Most Gracious and trust that the best outcome will suffice..
thinking like this makes me feel better and makes me realise how me and whatever issues i may have are so insignificant when compared to the world and its goings on...
i remember from the scripture a befitting prayer - My Lord i seek refuge with thee lest i ask for that of which i have no knowledge and unless you have mercy on me and forgive me, i shall indeed be lost... ( this is how i remember it, not word for word, )
so the case is the same, my Lord, i have asked thee for so many things, and i put all before thee, all my aspirations, all my longings, my wishes and my future and i ask thee to oversee them for me...
Provide me O lord with all the good provisions from thee in this life and in the hereafter - inspiration, forgiveness, mercy, support, help, assistance, blessings, kindness, - all in this life and the hereafter..You are my Lord, the Best Provider.
as it is on my lips Most Gracious, One family devoted to thee alone, worshipping thee alone and holding on to thee alone, Guide us O Lord , provide for us, assist us, help and support us, forgive us and redeem us, in this life and in the hereafter. Be you Glorified, Most Gracious Lord.
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