when i atch programmes and see these nig buildings, lost civilizations, an dstuff, i am amazed and how big the world is.... and i wonder in aspects of religion......these communities, what did they worship, how did they worship.
the scriptures tells of of some ancient communities and i guess it does nt tell us of all of them....
take for instance the mayan civilization, ancient egypt, the kingdons of singpore/malaysia, the ancient chinese civilizations etc.....
all these things make me scared if i must admit....
the scary thought is always - can/will i attain righteousness and find favour at my Lord...
thi is always followed by an abstratct look at my past and projection for the future.... the answer to that is in all fainess - i dont know. i know what the dream is, i know what the hope is and what the heart aspires to ..... but i dont know what conditions will be placed on it. how it will respond...
smetimes i get sad and tell God, that i am tired of this life, its trappings and complications.... it is a gamble - the longer one lives - the more exposure to influences which may distract you from God.... but then again, whoemever God has assured suffifiency and support, is truly blessed.
God sincerely, i beg for guidance. i beg for help,, in this life and the hereafter... keep me close to Thee.
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