spirit

if i am honest i have been feeling low and down of late.
i thought it was work, being tired but i dont think it is.

my spirit is flagging. it is not filled with the exhuberance it usually is..
sometimes i catch glimpses of the heart that is how it wants to be but most of the time i guess i just feel like i am in a lifeless form.

this evening God i want to do so many things, say so many things..
the old demons seem to be knowcking at my door,
things dont feel like they are going right
everything is just bugging me..

as ever in my times that i feel that are of despair, i seek to thee Most Gracuous
as i hope to seek to thee in my times of joy..
i turn to my Lord, for with Him i find refuge...

Keep me close o Lord and dont let me go.