i miss you..
its hard not to count the days,
not to wonder how long this will go on for
not to hope that god willing everything will resolve and be ok...
i miss you...
a lot of it is a sacrifice from my end for all my vagrant exesses.
you see when you are young you never think of tomorrow, you never plan for tomorrow
now that tomorrow had come, you delay it because suddenly you have to plan,
if only i wasnt so carefree back in the days.. then maybe it would all be different...
but no regrets, what it is is what it is... that is how i have come to see it...
i will still hope in God and put my trust that all will be sorted God willing i just have to focus and get on with it..
it is my fault, the choices i made, the lack of regard, the excesses, the lack of self control - and now i am paying the price for it,
but i worry not because gw it willbe ok in the end.
Gw it wont be long....
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