Dowry

MG i am getting stresed..

why everybody wanting me to do what they want regarding this matter

were they there when i asked you in a secret call?
where they there when i cried to you my lonliness
where they there when i asked from you, what i wanted


why then are they wanting me to do things their way

Mg i dont want to be stubborn neither do i want to be selfish, but i want to do things the way i have in my mind.
simple, quiet, stress free.
I dont want anyone to do in my cause something i will not agree with
i dont want anyone to ask me to ask for something i dont want to

I have asked for somethings, simple and stress free
My God, many a provisions you have given me, many a blessings you have given me, will i now then ask for more - Yes i will but what i ask for is not monetary, its value is beyond money and in my view is much more valuable.
Love, Trust, understanding, patience, Devotion to thee - this is not bad is it ?
what else do they want me to ask for, gold, jewellry, money, silver, house, car, cakes, chocolate, shopping trips - My King you have given me much more than that, you have blessed me with a lot more than that - ( yes i have squandered and been foolish with it, it is because these things do not rate high on my list but rather are part of the things which feeds my ego and can sometines draw me away from you)
so can i not ask for something simple, - From thee My king - this this is something that only you can give - no one can buy it, or fabricate it - no one can squander it or be foolish with it- it only comes from thee, is with your blessing and has your support.

i am getting stressed, i will just run away and lock myself up somewhere