Most Gracious, it hurts, it kind of does, but i am ok and i accept it.
A conversation i had today has made me look over an the actions and the subsequent consequences that i have recieved in life and dear Lord, i have no one to blame for myself.
For being afraid to say no and stick to my guns
for going along with things that i didnt want to do just because of peer pressure
For just doing things to please people or make people like me
Dear Lord, this is where it has got me...
but i am glad that i know now to say my piece and leave the rest with thee..
no arguements no fights, no quarrells, no anger no hurt
i just say my piece and then i hold onto thee dear lord...
i am not sad, i am glad for me it is a journey, it is a well learned lesson, it is an experience to understand myself, to know get to know thee better, appreciate thee better, love thee better...
it is a lesson, and some people are not fortunate enough to be taught a lesson and to realise their mistakes... but you have given me that opportunity.
Dear Lord, protect me from blaspheming against thee like others before me, Protect me from idol worship, pardon me and forgive me for my many mistakes
when at a time i forgot thee, i left thee, i closed my heart and my ears to thy words...
Dear Lord forgive me...Sorry cannot take back all that i done, all that i was party to...sorry for me is not just enough..
Dear Lord, let me walk in thy light, teach me thy truth and teach me how to worship thee, let me hold onto thee, let me never let go...
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