life feels sooo bleak

I am tired of life.
Tired of working
tired of longing
tired of hoping
I am just plain tired.....

i have no energy left
i feel desolate and alone
i have no fighting spirit left..

in everything i askmyself
what is the situation and how do i feel about it
the situation is thus.. i am alone
and i feel alone...

i seek to thee yet again O lord, as always, as ever..
strenght from Thee which keeps my head up high
words from Thee which enrich and inspire my heart

patience is not a virtue i possess
but patience is one that i seek
still trusting, hoping that maybe just maybe,
Godwilling everything becomes settled for me ...