I have to ask myself why do I keep this post.. why do I have a need to write these things..
hmm that is a tough one..
ever since i was young i have always had so much to say.. so much stuff going on in my head and no where to keep them. I have too many thoughts, to much thinking..
it makes good reading.... going through and seeing how far i have come, where i have come from and if i am ( my standards) on course or if i am still letting my body/desires take control of me.
Indeed i have to be thankful..
Most assuredly i have to be thankful
I have to be thankful for The Good Lord has not failed me
He has never let me down, He has never forsaken me..
And I am thankful..
sometimes, when life seems bleak and we cant see what is past out nose stub
sometimes when all seems lost and we have no where to turn
The Good Lord does provide and shines on us a light of hope.
that is what God has done for me..
It took me till this evenings prayer to remember that.. it is I asking these things my lord..
I have asked thee o Lord, keep me away from evil and keep evil away from me
Keep me away from sins and keep sin away from me
keep me away from evil people and keep evil people away from me
tis a hard road, i know but the end results are the best..
so while the outward view may look bleak and unbecoming
I have to remember that which i am seeking
to be closer to my God, to worship God better i guess
I will still always be the "crazy thought tutu2, who says as she sees it..
I will still always be the inward tutu who reflects on everything
i will still always be the searching tutu, looking to improve her stance
In all perspective, I have to be thankful.
Everything comes from God, everything for me is a lesson
God does provide it for me to learn and develop, to learn and improve
My people i have many cause to be grateful..
Because like i say, The good Lord has never let me down,
But has provided for me and provided a-plenty
So even when chips are down, My lord, let me as ever remember thee.. and let me always remember to thank thee, for all that you do for me, for all that you mean to me and for all that you are to me.. Let me never for once forget the blessings you have bestowed on me, day after day..let me be able to say thank you Lord and know that it is from my heart..
For indeed, the good Lord has been bounteous unto me..
hmm that is a tough one..
ever since i was young i have always had so much to say.. so much stuff going on in my head and no where to keep them. I have too many thoughts, to much thinking..
it makes good reading.... going through and seeing how far i have come, where i have come from and if i am ( my standards) on course or if i am still letting my body/desires take control of me.
Indeed i have to be thankful..
Most assuredly i have to be thankful
I have to be thankful for The Good Lord has not failed me
He has never let me down, He has never forsaken me..
And I am thankful..
sometimes, when life seems bleak and we cant see what is past out nose stub
sometimes when all seems lost and we have no where to turn
The Good Lord does provide and shines on us a light of hope.
that is what God has done for me..
It took me till this evenings prayer to remember that.. it is I asking these things my lord..
I have asked thee o Lord, keep me away from evil and keep evil away from me
Keep me away from sins and keep sin away from me
keep me away from evil people and keep evil people away from me
tis a hard road, i know but the end results are the best..
so while the outward view may look bleak and unbecoming
I have to remember that which i am seeking
to be closer to my God, to worship God better i guess
I will still always be the "crazy thought tutu2, who says as she sees it..
I will still always be the inward tutu who reflects on everything
i will still always be the searching tutu, looking to improve her stance
In all perspective, I have to be thankful.
Everything comes from God, everything for me is a lesson
God does provide it for me to learn and develop, to learn and improve
My people i have many cause to be grateful..
Because like i say, The good Lord has never let me down,
But has provided for me and provided a-plenty
So even when chips are down, My lord, let me as ever remember thee.. and let me always remember to thank thee, for all that you do for me, for all that you mean to me and for all that you are to me.. Let me never for once forget the blessings you have bestowed on me, day after day..let me be able to say thank you Lord and know that it is from my heart..
For indeed, the good Lord has been bounteous unto me..
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