Thursday, 26 March 2020

this very moment i lift my voice onto the Lord..

Rabbana aatina min ladunka rahmatan wa hayyi lanaa min amrina rashadan.

Dear God...as you have responded to job and jonah..i ask that you respond to me too.. thy holy name be praised and exalted always...

Surah khaf 18:10..

Wednesday, 11 March 2020

help me please

I feel I am going thru a tough time now my Lord..it feels hard..it feels never ending..i need strenght focus and determination from thee. Let me prevail..let me raise and rise better and higher than before..it may be the fasting..it may not be but help me recover..give me renewed spirit..help me soar..let me not be disheartened dear lord..but lift my voice up in beautiful song to praise thee.. for all hope is in you..all praise is yours..all glory authority and kingship..now and forever be thou glorified my lord

Tuesday, 10 March 2020

question......

Question:

 When it comes to faith.. and religious practice.. is there a distinction between male and female?
I asked myself this same question in 2012..

Toori - is it really mount sinai???

 here is the question that lies on my mind...

 i searched the quran for how many times the  word al-toori  - ta, waw, ra comes up and here is my findings...

19:52
Wanadaynahu min janibi alttoori alaymani waqarrabnahu najiyyan

20:80
Ya banee israeela qad anjaynakum min AAaduwwikum wawaAAadnakum janiba alttoori alaymana wanazzalna AAalaykumu almanna waalssalwa

23:20
Washajaratan takhruju min toori saynaa tanbutu bialdduhni wasibghin lilakileena 

28;29
Falamma qada moosa alajala wasara biahlihi anasa min janibi alttoori naran qala liahlihi omkuthoo innee anastu naran laAAallee ateekum minha bikhabarin aw jathwatin mina alnnari laAAallakum tastaloona 

28:46
Wama kunta bijanibi alttoori ith nadayna walakin rahmatan min rabbika litunthira qawman ma atahum min natheerin min qablika laAAallahum yatathakkaroona  

52:1
Waalttoori 

95:2
Watoori seeneena

 or Altoora

4:154
WarafaAAna fawqahumu alttoora bimeethaqihim waqulna lahumu odkhuloo albaba sujjadan waqulna lahum la taAAdoo fee alssabti waakhathna minhum meethaqan ghaleethan 

2:93
Waith akhathna meethaqakum warafaAAna fawqakumu alttoora khuthoo ma ataynakum biquwwatin waismaAAoo qaloo samiAAna waAAasayna waoshriboo fee quloobihimu alAAijla bikufrihim qul bisama yamurukum bihi eemanukum in kuntum mumineena  

2:63
Waith akhathna meethaqakum warafaAAna fawqakumu alttoora khuthoo ma ataynakum biquwwatin waothkuroo ma feehi laAAallakum tattaqoona 


Sunday, 23 February 2020

jinn..who are they

Who are the jinns...i read they were created of fire..but who are they..what do they look like..do they take human form? In surah 46 a verse says they were "directed to you to hear about.the quran"...who sees them..

Thursday, 20 February 2020

tuscon

Dear Lord..we have started a new journey with this new addition..guide us with it Lord..protect us and help us..we start each journey in your name..as you have kept and protected us with our previous..please help and protect us in this.. keep us away from harm and keep harm away from us..Glory be to our Lord who has created and subdued this mode of transport for us..we praise and exalt His holy name...we would never have created it by ourselves..alhamdulilahi rabbil alamin..llahu khayru razziqin..

Sunday, 16 February 2020

nouvelle voiture

As i am waiting for a call i know its not in my power to know what will be or wont be but that does not stop me from worrying about it..you know and see the best way and that should be sufficient for me..all things considering i still glorify your name.. wanted a change of voiture and if it comes thru your holy name be praised and if it dont, your holy name be praised some more still..

Friday, 17 January 2020

praise right now

Subhanaka llahuma anta rabbi..anta walliyu wa anta khayru razziqin

Thursday, 16 January 2020

2020

This year lord what i ask and pray that i constantly and consistently put you first in all and everything i do..that i always remember to praise and thank you in every time of my day..in sleep or awake..in hardship or jubilation..whatever wherever...i always ask for your support and your blessings in this life and hereafter..i always ask for progress and assistance from thee..guide and keep me to thee..to worship only thee and be true to thee..
Rabbi awzini an ashkura nimata kalati anamta alayha wa ala walidayi..wa an amala salihan tardha..wa adkhilni wa min zuriyati bi rahmatika fi ibadika salihin... 

Saturday, 2 November 2019

God..my deliverer

My deliverer...i remember you coming to my aid.. thank you very much.. the yoke of debt was removed from my shoulders..thank you very much..thank you God for everything..

Wednesday, 16 October 2019

worrysome..

I find that i spend time thinking about how other persons worship..esp when they are overtly Muslim/arab dressed..instead i should concern myself with my own worship rather than bother myself

Saturday, 5 October 2019

Daddy

In many ways i am glad my dad married my stepmum..because in his old age she is the one looking after him...would have my mum cared for him..i dont think so.. so my step mum called to say my dad is not sleep has not been sleeping for the past 2 weeks and the doctor said it was a characteristic trait for when the brain is dying?? Dont know what that means..and surprisingly for me is i am not sure what/how i feel hearing this..
I am.not even sure of all my dada complaints.. dementia..prostate issues..
God be glorified and praised whatever the issue..may God guide us all..
My lord do not condemn me if i forget or make a mistake.. many a times i will forget and many a mistake and folly are mine..but please forgive me for my sins.. redeem me and accept me in thy service..

Wednesday, 25 September 2019

Safety

As i accept to mind another persons child..dear God please keep them safe in my company just as you keep mine safe..your protection is needed for us all.. thank you..

Wednesday, 18 September 2019

Lift me high my dear lord

I am seeking from thee O Lord seeking that Thou exalt and raise me up.. i am seeking from a most high Lord..my creator my everything...i am seeking from Thee My God that thou exalt and raise me up.
You bestow on whomever you will and i plead with you to bestow on me by exalting and raising me up..

As ever..let the words that i write..the prayers on my lips..the whispers of my heart meet favourably with Thee.. let it meet with your approval and grant my request..

Thursday, 12 September 2019

Babyblues..

Just seen a pregnant woman and i said.. awww i would like another baby.. greedy much.. yes i am...my lord you are good to me you are just wonderful.. so thank you for everything every single thing..thank you