low again

to God belongs all glory and praise.. how do I begin to describe the low mood I am feeling? it is like an unmeasurable sadness that weighs on my mind. it feels like the weight of the world is on my head..I just want to cry at times and in other times I want to curl and hide away almost like ceasing to exist..I dont know why but it catches me unawares.. like today again.. I think I got some news or impending news at work and I just drowned again.. but to thee O Lord I find my strenght as I ask thee for help to lift me above these sinking feelings..Great O Lord is thy power and Great is thy dominion over all things

low

the darkness that unfolds me.. I don't know how to explain.. but I seek refuge in my Lord to protect me as it goes away..keep me and mine safe dear Lord..protect us from evil that we see and that which we dont..

Low mood

There are days when my spirit is low that I dont know what to do.. I feel down almost at deaths door.. that is how I can describe it..I just feel fed up. And all "lifed" out.. in these circumstances I have nowhere to turn but to thee my lord and ask you to keep me firm and lift me up.. lift me high above all these feelings..anyways inspite and despite whatever I feel let my lips go: be thou glorified my lord..and let my heart affirm this phrase

Praise

Allahu anta arahman.
AA'limu-l-Ghaybi wa shahaadati Kabiru-l-Mutaa'li.
My God you are the Most Gracious. Knower of all secret and declaration; The Supreme; The Most High.

This is my praise for Thee todayy Lotd

Help me lord

Dear God. I am failing as a person.. help me please.. my darkness is threatening to overwhelm me.. help me please. Whichever whatever however never let me go away from thee.. keep me near.. keep me praising thee always

Darkness

Darkness spreads its clutches over me lord.. please help me lift the clouds away to see through. .help me pass over please

Thanks yet again

For everything and all things and for that one thing.. thank you most gracious lord.. for my friend and his leave to remain and for my friend in anticipation of hers.. thank you.. for today for yesterday for tomorrow and for always thank you.. for everything every small thing.. every big thing. Thank you..you are a providing lord.. thank you.. may Your Grace be upon me always in this life and the hereafter..

4:110 forgiveness

Wa man ya'mal suua'n aw yadzlim nafsahu, thuma yastaghfiri llaha yajida llaha ghafuuram rahiiman.

Anyone who commits evil or wrongs his soul then implores God forgiveness will find God forgiving merciful..

I can think the number of times I have read this surah and some verses wash over me
. In this instance this verse sticks out at me.. giving me hope and a light.. that I will implore on my lord to save me to redeem me and to accept me..
The hurt I carry makes me think unbefitting thoughts it makes me sin before my creator. . But I look to my lord as always to guide me to help me. .

This verse gives me hope that inspite and despite God is welcoming and is a sanctuary... even the most hardened heart melts in reverence to the grace of the lord...

Blessed is thy great name o Lord and blesses art Thou in all the universe

Help

My lord.. my life is in your hands.. you are my only Lord my God.. help me please and save me..I am in your hands..guide me please and save me

Praise

Llahul-ul mulku wa llahu-ul hamdu. Arrahman. Wahidul qahar..  this is my praise today oh lord.. God be king. And God be praised. The most gracious..the one and  only.. I am not sure this is a direct translation  but you get my gist..

thanks great lord

blessed be thy name o lord and may i never forget thee.
 i am grateful that through all my craziness and happiness that you are there for me to speak to.
 i thank you for the past 365 days for all and more and i thank you in advance for the next 365 days,
 i rely on thee more and more each passing day for everything and i thank you for your provision and help.
 may i never forget thee may i always remember to paise and thank thee.

Thank you lord

I am at your mercy lord. I need your healing touch.. for me for the children.. I feel rundown and my throat is throbbing. I need your help lord.. I come to you as my only lord and master.. as my King and creator I come to you to ask you to fix us and make us well again. Most gracious lord please help me.

Help lord

Dear lord.. there is a saying here.. it doesnt just rains -it pours... this is how I feel in relation to the ailment affecting the children... one upon another upon another... I have no resolve left... I need your grace lord upon ma children... please help me. I know its not rational but I feel responsible sible when they fall ill .. its like I am not taking care of them... cold upon  cold upon cold upon cold... and now eye infection... my resolve is just about broken... I need healing please lord fast

Create for me a place in paradise

Llahu yakhluqu man yashau. Idza qadha amran fa inama yaqulu lahu kum faya kun...
My god of immense proportions.  My ultimate saviour and king.. please create for me a good life and a good end.. create for me peaceful life and righteous deeds..let me forever be in awe of you.  Let me glorify and praise you always.. you o Lord are creator. . It is only by your leave that anything can occur in all your creations be it in the heavens or on earth. . My lord create for me a place at thee in paradise.. that I may be one of those fortunate to have recieved her Lords mercy and redemption

Allahu Yuayyidu bi nasrihi man yashaU

 this phrase caught my eye in surah 3 verse 13... it is translated as

YA: God doth support with His aid whom He pleaseth
RK:GOD supports with His victory whomever He wills
P: Allah strengtheneth with His succour whom He will
PM:God supports with His victory whom He wills

May the Almighty Lord guide me to him and support me in his worship. May He grant me victory over all my issues both in this life and the hereafter..