Dear lord i bring before thee AR and AM amd i ask that you help and guide me how best to teach my children about truth about righteousness amd good and evil. I ask for your grace on them and their lives amd i ask that you protect them from the foulness amd sinful things of this world.
Ultimately where they end is up to you lord but i ask of you a prayer from me to you for the wellbeing of these two.
I have dedicated myself and my children to you lord and i seek your grace and light on them please.
Protect them from wrong influences and guard them from bad company.
My prayer has always been .... Praise Be to God Lord of the universe..Lord God, take me by the hand, Lord God show me where to go, Oh Lord let me not alone, Lest i go astray This is my essence -the voice of my soul.. This IS ME..
Wednesday, 17 January 2018
Of my progeny let them be bound in the light of the most gracious
Monday, 15 January 2018
my Praise for today..
allahuma lakal hamdu anta nuru samawati wal ardhi
wa lakal hamdu anta qayyumu samawati wal ardhi
wa lakal hamdu anta rabbi samawati wal ardhi wa man fihi
la ilaha illa anta arrahman arrahhim
la ilaha illa anta arraufu rahim
la ilaha illa anta al-ghafuru rahim
alhamdulilahi rabbi al-amin
for some reason the combination of praise was obn my mind today,
wherever i am whatever i may be doing.. keep me always praising thee O lord.
Let my Praise be for Thee and Thee only..always, all the time..
Sunday, 7 January 2018
My prayer for this year..
Inna ma amruhu idha arada shayan. Anyakula llahu kun fa yakun. Subhanallahi llahu khayru razziqin.
Blessed is the name of God the most gracious.
Blessed is God the most high lord.
In my life whatever i do.. wherever i am.. let me join in praise to thee. Whatever language, song or prose.. let my heart reach out to thee with praise.
Whatever my circumstance wether i consider it good or bad.. let me always praise and glorify thee.
Today tomorrow and for always let me always remember thee.
Guide me.to thee o lord and help me.to.worship thee better. Keep away my sinful.thoughts and give me inner will amd strength to overcome my desires. Help me.to give my charity always amd om time. Help me to success in this life and the hereafter.
Help me progress with my work help me increase my earnings.. help and guide my children to thee help them to remain kind and patient and protect them.from harm amd danger...guard them against evil thoughts and people...
Bless my family o.lord amd guide in worship to thee and thee only..
Wednesday, 20 December 2017
i am in need oh lord
i come to you as i have always done as you are the one that i come to.
i beseech you for your help and ease.
before we started this journey it was on your name that i meditated and sought help
it was to you that i lamented my woes and asked for freedom from what i perceived as oppression.
so we have got this place and its one after another
no heating.. the boiler we are advised needs to be replaced.
to the aforementioned me JAT and Mrs PRS who sold us the house.. a huge part of me wants to send curses on you.. as is the yoruba that is in me because i fail to see you did not know about this.. and to the surveyor also who seemed to cover his backside by way of a report i want to curse you also but i am trying to refrain .
mrs PRS and mr JAt.. i dont know which god you worship and may he best serve you for what you are putting us through. that money will burn a whole in your pocket and you will not enjoy it but it will cause you grief..
enough said and i leave it as that..
so God i come to you and i seek your help and support.. i dont know where else to go or what to say or how to approach you for what i want you to do for me
Tuesday, 5 December 2017
Mr J.A.T and mrs P.r.s
Dear mr jt and ms prs who moved to leeds..who sold us their house. Firstly thank you for agreeing to sell us your house. We had been looking and were eager to start life together as a family so you allowed urself to be a vessel for our journey.
You switched the boiler off this has caused us no end of problems. I am at two minds wether u knew the boiler had a fault or not but rather than let evil thoughts consume my mind about you i place you in care of the creator to serve you back your deeds. Who in the world shuts heating in winter?? All you had to do was notify us and your power company when u were leaving and we could have agreed on actions to be taken..My children cannot live here in this current state. Even me am freezing.. it is freezing..then again in your frugal attempt to remove ur belongings you damaged a bit of wall in master bedroom.. Thanks again for that. Its cosmetic but its the principle of the issue that offends me more. I would rather you be honest and out there than to hide...its just what i would expect to do
I am more upset because this is meant to me my family home for my kids. We cant move in..because of the central heating.. anyone who threatens the enjoyment of my childrens life and welfare becomes my enemy.. and while a part of me wants to wish you all the illluck and evilness wherever you are and suffering too.. i have to allow for a case of did you really do that intentionally or not.
It is wrong.. if you did.. because i thought you were morally conscious people. You seemed religious and had an image of krishna in pride and place when we visited you... Whilst i dont share your belief... i am a firm holder that only our creator knows best who serves him and sometimes what we reject we dont really understand it before we reject it. Nonetheless i will say that you have hurt me a great deal because of your behaviour whilst the sale was underway . Maybe you were upset that we didnt buy the fridge and washing machine but i ask you to be reasonable.. the price u were looking for was just laughable for what is deemed second hand.. regardless of when u bought it and bearing in mind we could get a new one for near enough same price with black friday approaching...u should have come to us with a reasonable price to begin witj and we would have considered greatly..
Anyways i leave u with my God who will decide on your actions.. you have hurt me and have made this experience bitter for me. But i will try to rise above the bile that is generating in my belly when i think of you.
God will help us find a way to sort out whatever damage u have done..
God is my provider always and now
Sunday, 3 December 2017
Cold
Dear god.. you know me.. you have known. Me before i was brought to life and you know my end as is my path. I am coming to you to seek your help for this heating issue as it's very cold and the heater has developed a fault.
I am have ill conceived thoughts that the people who sold us the place knew of the fault.. bit i dont want to accept that they would do this as they seemed religions..i would not think they have pulled a fast one on us but what they think is a fast one is a blessing from god..
And the people who are meant to service the boiler are also playing us we need help god.. this is my dream that u have fulfilled for me.. this is my hope for my children that you have blessed for me.. its winter and no heating means we cannot comfortably live..
I dont know what to di.
I am having misconceived thoughts on those who dont wish us well but when god blesses you with something no force can remove that blessing.. and i know my lord who has brought me this far will help us to overcome all else the remaining block.. so i am lamenting again God.. sorry.. i know my little is better than some others.. thank you for everything.
Friday, 1 December 2017
I am resting on the glory of the most gracious
It is with your name we started and with your Grace we were held afloat and it is also in your name that we continue our next stage.
It was darkness and you gave light and a new beginning to life.. so fitting it is for when we embark..
Let my soul lift up it's voice in praise to its creator.. let it rejoice and sing that the most gracious is a good lord. The most gracious is a helping God...the most gracious is a listening lord.
I called on thee lord and you heard my prayer. You heard my prayer and blessed me with your acknowledgement...
THANK YOU GOD FOR EVERYTHING. I cannot repay i cannot repay the level of help and blessings u bring my way. I thank you and i give praise to thee right now and forever. Let it be known that this little girl this Abebi says to her lord. Thank you god the most gracious.. Oluwaseun Arrahman..
Heating
The heating is not working and i am afraid we have to buy a new boiler. But i will.try not.to.worry and not let misguided thoughts about the seller come to mind. But i place my house before the most gracious and i ask for his help to sort whatever issue out.
We have got this from you with your blessings so with thy grace it will be well. And by thy devine help it is well.
Friday, 24 November 2017
Praise The great name of God
let my sprit lift high up in praise to the most gracious Lord and thank the most gracious lord for his mercies.
my lord i have come to you and you have heard me.
not long ago in this year i put my prayer before thee to ask for your assistance and you have made this dream come true.
thank you thank you. thank you in a way that i can say it and many many thanks in a way thta i do not have words to describe how i want to say.
but thank you lord thank you.
my lord who has never failed me.. my lord who has lifted me and helped me my Lord that i can ever depend on. thank you.
On thy name we have begun and with thy name we shall proceed and for thy glory it will survive.
Blessed be the name of My Lord The Most Gracious Lord, who is ever attentive to my prayers..
May his Glorious and Great name be praised always from all my progeny.
Saturday, 18 November 2017
Help me god
Right at this minute i want to say thank you god for everything. You have helped me in so many ways that i know i cannot repay you for all that you have helped me.
I am particularly grateful and proud that i have asked of thee and you have listened and come to my aid.
My next stage and next step in life i have never even imagined what it woukd be like but i am entering into it and i seek your immense support and everybit help and bounty. I seek that you help us to make it work and keep it work and never let it go under. I seek that you hold as as you have done ever more.. never let it be strenuous for us.. never let it get the best of us.
As i have dreamed it and long for it to be. lord let it be a sanctuary for anyone who seeks thee and thee alone and let us be willing hosts in service to thee and thee only.
It is for my children lord.. never let it fail.
Help us sustain it.. care for it.. love it.. help us maintain it...improve it and grow it.surely with thee o lord anything can be accomplished...
In these crazy times that we are.. we ask that you protect us from harm.. from danger from others foul intentions. Keep us safe.. keep us devoted to you and you alone..you are my lord my god my most gracious Lord of ever and ever. You are my one and only my God... blessed is thy name as it has always been and will always be.
Tuesday, 31 October 2017
Rabbana la tuakizdhna innasina aw akhtana..Rabbighfirli WaRham.
There is anger and bitterness towards my mum. When i start to think of her behaviour towards me i cannot rationalise them so i get bitter. And i try to relive them and het responses. So i come to Thee o lord to ask for your forgiveness and your great help to remove these feelings from my life and thoughts.
Rather then delve into them please help me to remember Thee and praise and glorify your holy name and attributes.
There is no rule book in parent child relationship but your commands are clear that we honour our parents and for me to do this i seek your divine grace to help me keep Thy word.
Wednesday, 25 October 2017
Huwa arrahman amana bihi wa alayhi tawakalna
I have called unto the lord and he has heard my call. May his gracious name be praised forevermore.
My lord has made me glad.. he has lifted my heart and i am grateful for his blessing.
I have relied on my god and i was not disappointed. The good lord is forever merciful and kind.
I have called onto the one ..the best provider...and he has provided for me.
Thank you god for everything for all things for that thing for this thing
Wednesday, 18 October 2017
I'm the name of God is our new venture
I am here to give thanks to the most gracious Lord for his mercy and blessing.
I ask for his continued guidance and support on my and my children as we venture into a new direction.
Let our new home be a home of joy and peace.
Let it be a sanctuary for those seeking the most gracious only. Let it be a home where the praise of the most gracious reigns forever.
Let us have peace calmness and security and keep us steadfast onto thee o Lord.
Help us with childcare and security of childcare.help us with employment and progress with employment. Help us to be safe and secure and help us to be firmfooted..help us to worship thee always.
Tuesday, 17 October 2017
Still dreaming
Dear Lord, I cannot help but to dream of what can be and whilst I am still fearful that it may not materialise I hold onto you that as you have brought us this far.. you will make it for us.
Any my prayer shall be "in the name of God be our exit and our entry..Thank you God for everything"