In my mind.....I wonder......I just wonder... and I AM still wondering..

My prayer has always been .... Praise Be to God Lord of the universe..Lord God, take me by the hand, Lord God show me where to go, Oh Lord let me not alone, Lest i go astray This is my essence -the voice of my soul.. This IS ME..

Friday, 24 January 2025

running

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There are days i want to run away from everyone and everything . I feel lost..... days where i feel i am a failure...i am an imposter...but ...
Tuesday, 2 April 2024

i wanted to hear your voice

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Today i wanted to hear your voice..the sad part of you gone is despite everything all i wanted was to hear you say you are ok amd hear your ...
Saturday, 20 January 2024

ask for see

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There is that much friction in the family that i ask Llord to get the truth out about this woman and two men so we are all clear..amd about ...
Friday, 24 November 2023

dream

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This is the first time I dreamt of mum since her passing...she askedbif i would call to wishba happy birthday and I said why and i vented a ...
Thursday, 12 October 2023

Supplication..i seek refuge with the Most Gracious

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Rabbi audzubika min sharri nafsi..min sharri amazati shayatini..wa audzubika rabbi anya dhuruni

abide with me lord

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I have had some news and the woman i once knew is not the woman i spoke with. GOD i dont know what is in anyones mind amd i dont know anyone...
Wednesday, 26 April 2023

confidence anxiety

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I am having a confidence anxiety crisis lord...as usual thy will be done in my life as thy direction is best for me even sometimes i may not...
Thursday, 20 April 2023

ramadan 2023

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Thank you God for helping me to see this through.in afterthought it was not as intense as 2022..i am grateful to having met and now nearly c...
Sunday, 26 March 2023

healing Lord..merciful God

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My wee nugget is still in baby ward..god help please..to get him well and out home..i cannot imagine the feeling of the mummy so my God that...
Monday, 2 January 2023

there's no other God for me but the Most Gracious

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La ilaha illa llah..ArRahman anta allah..
Tuesday, 20 December 2022

a little plea God

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I seek refuge with God lest I ask for that of which I have no knowledge..and unless God has mercy on me I shall be lost. Dear God, I know no...
Wednesday, 10 August 2022

Lonely

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It is lonely  i must  admit..this path  to wanting  to worship God alone...i am not perfect  and little things  let me down..money..not givi...
Sunday, 1 May 2022

thank you God

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Thank you god..that i have been able to see and complete another ramadan...i thank you for the strength and capacity you have given me to co...
Saturday, 16 April 2022

Praise be to God

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Allahuma anta allahu..Al Aziz ul khayrul razziqin
Wednesday, 16 February 2022

ushiidu llahaa anni bariuun mima tushrikun

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13:54 i bear witness  by God i disown the idols you have set up. Inni tawakaltu  a'la llahi..i put my trust in God
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