Friday, 17 April 2020

thank you Lord

Thank you Lord everlasting..you have been so good to me.. thank you Lord everlasting i am grateful for my blessings. I am grateful for my struggle..the trials.and jubilations i have been through..i realise No one can lead like you do. Lord you habe been so good. You have been so good to me. I am grateful for all of my blessings. I am giving you all the praise. 

In this very instance lord i thank you and dedicate this song to you..

Sunday, 5 April 2020

funny how time flies

You know dear lord..life is interesting..not long ago i was saying..dear lord i need 2 weeks away from work..the hustle and bustle of going to work was wearing me down..i wanted to stop going..and now here i am on lockdown..
I also said..God i need to stop spending and save..here i am now again.
Your name be glorified and praised always..right now i say thank you for me and mine..
Help me to grow in righteous deeds and words. Help me to be better for mine..guide us all to thy worshipnand praise..your name be glorified always..

Saturday, 4 April 2020

remember

As a child i remember some dua my dad..and one of them used to be.."ya kam jahal fajashi"..something like that..i dont know how accurate it is but its something he used to say with his tasbir..
I don't even know if it is a dua..but i know the "ya" is like saying oh like u would say "ya rabbi"..so i ask myself now what is kam jahal..lololol.
Its like what i also remember..allahuma anta allahu..rabbu rahufu rahim..anta allahu arahman arahhim..anta allahu al hafeez al muizz al hayyu al qayumu..al qayim..alla kulli nafsi wa hawli bima kasabat...

Another one he drumed into us..rabanna akshif anal azaba innal muminin..

Another one was the laqad jakum rasulu min anfusikum..

Oh i remember my child hood..fraught it was these rare moments catching my dad in prayer with his yasin and waqiat playing in background..incense.. lolololol..

song

What else can i do..what else can i say..you are all i need to praise.. glory onto you..

issue

The last week or so i have noticed how thoughts that are not resonating with my choice keep popping into my head..mostly to do with the name jesus and saying things i dont agree with associated with the name..but i acknowkedge it for what it is.. i have a lot of exposure to the name..a lot of the gospel songs i like mention the name..so it keeps polluting my thoughts..esp when in prayer..let me be clear..my Lord is God..the Most Gracious..there is no other.. i say it out loud so i acknowledge the issue and wont let it ransom me..

Great is thy mercy towards me..be thou glorified oh Lord

We glorify and praise the name of God..most Gracious..Sustainer and our Creator.. we thank Him for his care and mercy on us..for our safety and our provisions..we lift our voice in song to Him to praise his Good and Holy name.
Blessed is God..our Lord..Great is thy mercy towards me..Great is thy grace..your tender mercy towards me.

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