Remembrance

We have come a long way.. some i remember some i don't..
Thank you lord for everything.. that you lord for all things.. thank you God for That thing..

Ashamed

The other day I had the intention to go to my favourite charity shop and on the way I met a mother of one of the children the kids went to school with. She was heading to the shops to drop things off. I was glad we met  on the way as I realised I would have felt embarassed to meet here there.
Then I felt guilty because I do like trapaizing about the shops in hope of a bargain and i have got many a scoop bargains. I am no less than anyone who shops there nor am I more than those who do not or do. But I do enjoy going there.
To withold myself going because I felt embarrassed was not a good thing I think but i understand the sentiments behind it.. I don't know why I felt ashamed but i did at that time, as I probably thought she would think we are not coping thats why I was there. Anyways lord help me rid myself of these feelings. The only one I have to answer to is you and help me rise above these feelings and do what I feel is rigjt for me and right by you..

Prayer

Rabbana hablana min azwajina wa zuriyatina qurata aa'yuni wajalna li mutakina imaaman.
Our lord let our spouses and children a source of joy for us and keep in the forefront of the righteousness. 25:74