Better tings..

Prabhu.. rabbi.. my lord..So I got a response and i didnt get it.. I am not sure how to feel but i feel.ok..actually.. I kinda felt I won't get anywhere but this is me plotting my exit.. and with the grace it will be possible..
I am ready to go and just like you set me free before I know you will set me free to flying and better things..
I ask in the name.of.the most gracious Lord who is my lord and master.. I ask of my God seeking his bounties and blessings..
Be thou glorified my lord..

Help

The last.two days I have been very tired.i.am unable.to.wake.for.my isha prayers.i seek help ffrom thee o lord asking for strenght in mind and vigour to enable me fulfil my obligations..

Rabbi inni lima anzalta ilayya khayrin fakeerun

I put myself up for a role at work.God.. my success is in your hands.. my progress is im tour hands.. not just for now but has always been the case. I have also sent my application out and i await favourable.returns god willing..
Everything is achievable only with your grace and blessing.
So lord.. in as much as i dont like rejection.. in as much as i want to win all the time.. i leave my directions at your feet. Your will be done in my life here and after.. i am of your stock.. i want to be of your stock..
GOD'S will be done as he has control of everything and anything in this life..in this world..in all the universe.. he only has to command be and it will be.
On my part at this very moment...i say glory be to my lord the most gracious lord who is the best provider.. help me to progress lord...

My lord.. i am in need.of whatever provision you send to me..as you helped and responses to Moses.. please respond to me and lift me high for the glory of thy holy name..

In need of grace

I am soooooo disillusioned so i seek light from thee o lord. Help me.to progress.. i have sent my application and in this case i wont hokd back.. bu your grace if i get a position then off i go to bigger and better things.
Where i am its the same old feelings regurgitating and i dont want that.. i am done but i will work right as i have always done.. help me to move om quickly and swiftly.. i am seeking thee to exalt me o lord in work.. life and faith.. help me lord as i come to thee. Let not my detractors glee over my condition..but raise me up for the glory of thy name.. it is i who is in need of thee and thy grace. It is i who is seeking from thee o lord. Please answer my prayers.

Be and it is..

It is the last day if ramadan.. thank you lord for allowing me to observe this far. Thank you for sustaining me throughout.. thank you for holding me throughout. Your name be praised and thanks always.
On this day i reach surah 36.. which is fitting foe the end which states
Innama amruhu idha arada shayan.. anyakula lahu kun fa ya kun.. subhanaladhi bi yadihi malakuntu kulli shayin wa ilayhi turjauun.
All He(God) needs to do to carry out any command is to say be and it is.. glory be to the one in whose hands is all sovereignty and to whom we will all be returned..

Help me kunfayakun my progress and righteousness in this life and after.. help me fastrack my success and blessings  in this life and hereafter.. i am in need of your services and mercy and blessings and grace and provisions....provide for me abundantly in this life and hereafter..Draw me closer to thee o lord always.. guide me to thee alwaya and allow me to praise you always. Forgive me of my sins and grant me righteousness from thee.
You alone are my lord..for all praise is yours.. all authority kingship and glory. In this life and hereafter Be thou glorified most gracious lord...

Rambling

I dont want to loose my breasts lord and i dont want to have that thing. So i come before thee in face of my fears i come to my lord... maybe i am being delirious.. maybe i am loosing the plot..  eitherway help me.to be healthy and strong.. help me to be healthy and firm..

Thank you

Thank you God for my nomination of today at work.... i didnt win.. but it was a wonderful surprise.. i remember when i saw it i wanted to nominate myself.. i had open the email.amd then i gave up.. feeling unappreciated amd overworked.. i said i will not tout myself and my accomplishments so when i saw it today i was a bit blaaze about it. But in reality it was bittersweet because of where i am and how i feel about work right now.... regardless of this..in everything lord all glory is yours.. it is your mercy and glory that enables me to achieve and reach thus far.. thank you god for everything..
You exalt whomever you wish and you commit to humiliation whomever you will. Dear lord.. bless me and honour me in this life and the hereafter.. guide me to thee always and allow me to always praise and glorify thy name.