Wednesday, 20 December 2017

i am in need oh lord

I come to thee o lord my God to ask for your help and support with this house.
 i come to you as i have always done as you are the one that i come to.
 i beseech you for your help and ease.
 before we started this journey it was on your name that  i meditated and sought help
 it was to you that i lamented my woes and asked for freedom from what i perceived as oppression.
 so we have got this place and its one after another
 no heating.. the boiler we are advised needs to be replaced.
 to the aforementioned me JAT and Mrs PRS who sold us the house..  a huge part of me wants to send curses on you.. as is the yoruba that is in me  because i fail to see you did not know about this.. and to the surveyor also who seemed to cover his backside by way of a report i want to curse you  also but i am trying to refrain .
 mrs PRS and mr JAt.. i dont know which god you worship and may he best serve you  for what you are putting us through. that money will burn a whole in your pocket and you will not enjoy it but it will cause you grief..
enough said and i leave it as that..
 so God i come to you and i seek your help and support.. i dont know where else to go or what to say or how to approach you for what i want you to do for me

Tuesday, 5 December 2017

Mr J.A.T and mrs P.r.s

Dear mr jt and ms prs  who moved to leeds..who sold us their house.  Firstly thank you  for agreeing to sell us your house. We had been looking and were eager to start life together as a family so you allowed urself to be a vessel for our journey.
You switched the boiler off this has caused us no end of problems. I am at two minds wether u knew the boiler had a fault or not but rather than let evil thoughts consume my mind about you i place you in care of the creator to serve you back your deeds. Who in the world shuts heating in winter?? All you had to do was notify us and your power company when u were leaving and we could have agreed on actions to be taken..My children cannot live here in this current state. Even me am freezing.. it is freezing..then again in your frugal attempt to remove ur belongings you damaged a bit of wall in master bedroom.. Thanks again for that. Its cosmetic but its the principle of the issue that offends me more. I would rather you be honest and out there than  to hide...its just what i would expect to do
I am more upset because this is meant to me my family home for my kids. We cant move in..because of the central heating.. anyone who threatens the enjoyment of my childrens life and welfare becomes my enemy.. and while a part of me wants to wish you all the illluck and evilness wherever you are and suffering too.. i have to allow for a case of did you really do that intentionally or not.
It is wrong.. if you did.. because i thought you were morally conscious people. You seemed religious and had an image of krishna in pride and place when we visited you... Whilst i dont share your belief... i am a firm holder that only our creator knows best who serves him and sometimes what we reject we dont really understand it before we reject it.  Nonetheless  i will say that you have hurt me a great deal because of your behaviour whilst the sale was underway . Maybe you were upset that we didnt buy the fridge and washing machine but i ask you to be reasonable.. the price u were looking for was just laughable for what is deemed second hand.. regardless of when u bought it and bearing in mind we could get a new one for near enough same price  with black friday approaching...u should have come to us with a reasonable price to begin witj and we would have considered greatly..
Anyways  i leave u with my God who will decide on your actions.. you have hurt me and have made this experience bitter for me. But i will try to rise above the bile that is generating in my belly when i think of you.
God will help us find a way to sort out whatever damage u have done..
God is my provider always and now

Sunday, 3 December 2017

Cold

Dear god.. you know me.. you have known. Me before i was brought  to life and you know my end as is my path. I am coming  to you to seek your help for this heating issue as it's very cold and the heater has developed a fault.
I am have ill conceived thoughts that the people who sold us the place knew of the fault.. bit i dont want to accept that they would do this as they seemed religions..i would not think they have pulled a fast one on us but  what they think is a fast one is a blessing  from god..
And the people who are meant to service the boiler are also playing us we need help god.. this is my dream that u have fulfilled for me.. this is my hope for my children that you have blessed for me.. its winter and no heating means we cannot comfortably live..
I dont know what to di.
I am having misconceived thoughts on those who  dont wish us well but when god blesses you with something no force can remove that blessing.. and i know my lord who has brought  me this far will help us to overcome all else the remaining block.. so i am lamenting  again God.. sorry..  i know my little is better than some others.. thank you for everything.

Friday, 1 December 2017

I am resting on the glory of the most gracious

It is with your name we started  and with your Grace we were held afloat and it is also in your name that we continue our next stage.
It was darkness and you gave light and a new beginning to life.. so fitting it is for when we embark..
Let my soul lift up it's voice in praise to its creator.. let it rejoice and sing that the most gracious is a good lord. The most gracious is a helping God...the most gracious is a listening lord.
I called on thee lord and you heard my prayer.  You heard my prayer and blessed me with your acknowledgement...
THANK YOU GOD FOR EVERYTHING. I cannot repay i cannot repay the level of help and blessings u bring my way. I thank you and i give praise to thee right now and forever. Let it be known that this little girl this Abebi says to her lord. Thank you god the most gracious.. Oluwaseun Arrahman..

Heating

The heating is not working and i am afraid we have to buy a new boiler. But i will.try not.to.worry and not let misguided thoughts about the seller come to mind. But i place my house before the most gracious and i ask for his help to sort whatever issue out.
We have got this from you with your blessings so with thy grace it will be well. And by thy devine help it is well.