Thank you God for everything

My lord, i have fasted and relied on thee for my sustainance. I am grateful and thankful that i saw it through even with the break within i saw it through.  When things were bleak you kept me going. Thank you  very much. I ask for your blessings  and favour  on my in this life and the hereafter

My lord says: implore Him and He will respond to me

Blessed is the name of God. The one who has all authority and kingship. Blessed is the name of my lord the creator of all things. He has created me and provides for me good provisions. Most exalted is my lord, the lord of the universe. He is the living and there is no God except He.I worship him and  submit to Him alone.... this minute, right now, before and forever in my life.
Let this be my call onto thee.. as before..just like Zechariah made a secret call onto thee o lord..... i too ask from thee -in this  life and the hereafter- that which i am longing for and as i ask from the most gracious lord i never despair. I never despair because my lord has been most merciful onto me because my lord has always looked after me and given onto me so i ask from the most gracious lord and i will never despair. God is the best provider, the only provider.

Guide me to thee o lord and keep me glorifying and worshiping  thee always.

Make it  easy for me to learn and  progress and help me to set a good example for my children.. help me to teach them how  to worship  you alone and  help me to provide for them. All advancement progress and bounties comes from thee and thee alone. We ask for our own house with a garden..we ask for your care and blessings on us always we ask from the most gracious lord  the best provider. Help me to advance in this life and the hereafter and help me to be better and better in all things righteousness. Most  exalted is God the lord of the universe

Dear Lord i ask of thee

Dear Lord,
Here i am. I trust in you
You  are my God and my life is  in your hands.
You know my heart
You know my worries
Only you know the things that makes me afraid
Dear Lord, With your mighty hands please supply my needs and wants
As you fed the thousands  and healed the sick and calmed the storms and raised the dead
So keep me in the palm of your hands O lord my God.
Thy name be praised and exalted always for thou art the best provider

ramadan 2017

I owe 2 days fasting.. I have  been ill and I have to take medication. its actually 6 days.. had  tonsillitis and had to take medication.

 the medication course was 10 days but i am better now and i will just juggle as i would as i just want to get back to fasting - more for my psychological benefit than anything..
 i deliberated on taking the medication dry as i was struggling with my conscience as to whether this was classified as food or drink.. but in all honesty i don't know as there is no  reference.

 but one thing i do know is that the scripture has something like if you are travelling or ill then you can substitute the number of days for fasting for other days so in retrospect there is no great conscientious debate just substitute  the number for other days..

 but it is a psychological thing in which we  as those trying to be  worship feel or don't feel whole unless we are actually partaking in the fasting during the  month of ramadan itself.. but as with everything only God knows our utmost intentions and only he can judge

In the name of God

at this stage Lord,
 it is for me to loose it but i come to thee  asking that you set me upon a road and upon an path that  is secure.
 as I have asked  of you from my heart
I am making to you a secret call  - a call from my heart that only you know.
( i remember the arabic - idh nada rabahu nidhan khafiya ( not written properly but as i sound it in my head)
 you know what it is that  i long for.... what my heart yearns for
 Only you know what i need to help me to establish myself and secure a future for my children and this future and establishment  can only be achieved with thee..
 so in everything and in all things i come to thee O Lord seeking thy help.
 seeking from thee and thee only
 help me please lord help me to  do this and show me that it can be done
 stave my hunger lord.... stave my  lust and help me to achieve what i have been asking from thee
 Help me Lord help me please.
in this month  right at this day the 6th June 2017 let this be the key - the beginning that unlocks for me in the right and correct manner, that sets me off perfectly - in thy God is my beginning and in thy name God is my journey  so help me please Lord help me.

 for all praise is yours all authority kingship and glory in this like and the hereafter be thou Glorified my Lord.

I walk to my Lord the best Provider..

I walk the path of the lord the same familiar route that leads me to thee.
I walk the same road as before seeking thy mercy and comforts
I  walk the road that I have walked before  leading to my creator and provider
 My Lord i seek they blessing and favour on me to establish me on the path of success and progress in this life and the hereafter.
I seek they blessing and favour on my soul to establish me on the path of success and progress in this life and the hereafter
I seek thy blessings and favour my Lord upon me to establish me in success and progress in this life and the hereafter.
I ask of thee in the light  of the they Greatness and Mercy.
I ask from a Most Gracious Lord , My God of old and of now \and evermore
I ask knowing that my obligations are lacking, My attention is panning but i ask nonetheless confident of my Lords blessings upon me of before and confident of my Lords forgiveness.
 yesterday  i read this particular verse 38:35 which is a request of Solomon.
 i don't seek riches of  enormous proportion i don't seek power  but i seek of my own from my Lord that which i will be happy and satisfied  with not to be oppressed  or subdued by anyone  or anything.
in the light of the scripture my request of this time and this very instance is
 My Lord Forgive me and grant me from thee Success and progress in this life and the hereafter. Indeed you are the Bestower.

For all Praise is yours, All authority and Kingship, in this life and forever, may your name be exalted always.