I am sorry Lord and i felt regret at my thoughts. After watching call the midwife and seeing someone portrayed at losing a baby at 5 months a5md the sorrow om the mothers face..it them made me feel bad that i too may have considered what it would have been like. Sometimes i am foolish in my thinking and i dont think things through and i confess to thee o lord and i ask forgiveness. It is a wonder how you make your world with all its rules and how you oversee who has what or will get what. I am sorry God. Very sorry. Please forgive me
