Tuesday, 17 March 2015

Darkness

Darkness spreads its clutches over me lord.. please help me lift the clouds away to see through. .help me pass over please

Saturday, 14 March 2015

Thanks yet again

For everything and all things and for that one thing.. thank you most gracious lord.. for my friend and his leave to remain and for my friend in anticipation of hers.. thank you.. for today for yesterday for tomorrow and for always thank you.. for everything every small thing.. every big thing. Thank you..you are a providing lord.. thank you.. may Your Grace be upon me always in this life and the hereafter..

Saturday, 7 March 2015

4:110 forgiveness

Wa man ya'mal suua'n aw yadzlim nafsahu, thuma yastaghfiri llaha yajida llaha ghafuuram rahiiman.

Anyone who commits evil or wrongs his soul then implores God forgiveness will find God forgiving merciful..

I can think the number of times I have read this surah and some verses wash over me
. In this instance this verse sticks out at me.. giving me hope and a light.. that I will implore on my lord to save me to redeem me and to accept me..
The hurt I carry makes me think unbefitting thoughts it makes me sin before my creator. . But I look to my lord as always to guide me to help me. .

This verse gives me hope that inspite and despite God is welcoming and is a sanctuary... even the most hardened heart melts in reverence to the grace of the lord...

Blessed is thy great name o Lord and blesses art Thou in all the universe

Help

My lord.. my life is in your hands.. you are my only Lord my God.. help me please and save me..I am in your hands..guide me please and save me

Sunday, 1 March 2015

Praise

Llahul-ul mulku wa llahu-ul hamdu. Arrahman. Wahidul qahar..  this is my praise today oh lord.. God be king. And God be praised. The most gracious..the one and  only.. I am not sure this is a direct translation  but you get my gist..