Help lord

Dear lord.. there is a saying here.. it doesnt just rains -it pours... this is how I feel in relation to the ailment affecting the children... one upon another upon another... I have no resolve left... I need your grace lord upon ma children... please help me. I know its not rational but I feel responsible sible when they fall ill .. its like I am not taking care of them... cold upon  cold upon cold upon cold... and now eye infection... my resolve is just about broken... I need healing please lord fast

Create for me a place in paradise

Llahu yakhluqu man yashau. Idza qadha amran fa inama yaqulu lahu kum faya kun...
My god of immense proportions.  My ultimate saviour and king.. please create for me a good life and a good end.. create for me peaceful life and righteous deeds..let me forever be in awe of you.  Let me glorify and praise you always.. you o Lord are creator. . It is only by your leave that anything can occur in all your creations be it in the heavens or on earth. . My lord create for me a place at thee in paradise.. that I may be one of those fortunate to have recieved her Lords mercy and redemption

Allahu Yuayyidu bi nasrihi man yashaU

 this phrase caught my eye in surah 3 verse 13... it is translated as

YA: God doth support with His aid whom He pleaseth
RK:GOD supports with His victory whomever He wills
P: Allah strengtheneth with His succour whom He will
PM:God supports with His victory whom He wills

May the Almighty Lord guide me to him and support me in his worship. May He grant me victory over all my issues both in this life and the hereafter..